750.
Seven hundred and fifty.

This is my seven hundred and fifthith blog.

I have been listening to this song “Bravery” by Jonah33. It is such a good song. I tried to find a clip of it on youtube- but apparantly they aren’t as mainstream as I thought as my search turned up no results.

This was my night on Saturday. It was the highlight of it at least. I drank most of the bottle and don’t remember a whole lot else. I know JJ came over for a little to watch the UofA vs ASU game (which UofA won) but Tina (my ex) also came over (early in the morning). We were to hang out and somehow we ended up kissing. Nothing else happened she assures me.. but that was enough to make me feel sick. More than sick.

The next morning I still felt sick about it – I couldn’t get that taste from my mouth – it was making me sick. I made myself throw up and then didn’t feel much better.. but I felt a little cleaner. I did a ton of laundry in the process.. and yet the feeling still wouldn’t let up. I hardly ate anything the whole day. Really bad feeling – just from our kiss. Laying inside of me.. eck. I can’t remember much but I know that she shouldn’t have come over- that would have stopped the rest. Retrospect is just that- and in this case useless; as this will never happen again.

Yikes.

Anyway.. I have to move on.

I have an updated picture of Alexis below:

She really is getting big very quickly.

I have met this girl named Aleesha.. I am leaning a lot about her right now but I like her a lot.

At work- they are going to have me on a special project for the next month – it should be good, it will get me away from the routine of everyday things that I do. I am looking forward to it – I should have been starting the new project today- but maybe in a few days? It all depends on when the managers coordinate to get me trained in other areas.

I shall end it with a really random vlog thing. I don’t have much for format yet to an vlog I will post… I assume that will come in time. Just like this blogging thing did. A lot of people say that I am good at articulating what I want to say in my blogs. I would like to think so – but I know so many people who do a better job at it than me.

that is all I have for now.

just Pray