I don’t want to complain…

I just have this pit in my stomach and my back is hurting…  I don’t know why…..

I feel like having people around but not talking to them.  Just to have the company, you know?  JJ has been over my house this week I think every day.  We have been spending tons of time together and thats cool with me, but I still have this pit.

We watching Smoking Aces tonight.  I wouldn’t recommend it.  Maybe a rating of 2 out of 10.

I’ve applied for jobs – I just haven’t gotten a call back yet.

It kinda sorta just flat out sucks.  I went to the job fair.  I am going to post pictures of it – only because my brother will eventually read this post, and he loves the Cardinals (it was at Cardinals stadium).

So they had a lot of jobs – like the supermarket.. Fry’s or Bashas.  I also saw Home Depot, and I was told Denny’s was on hand.  Fun times.  Including a grip load of outbound call center jobs.  A few inbound that were saying you could earn 143,000 in the first year.  Holy Cow!  No thanks.

Sorry for the quality.  They were taken with my phone…

Walking up, we had to park a little away…

They had us herded around like cattle…

The main entry way…  yes blurry oh well.

They had about 10 aisles you could go down… we went down all of them at least once.

AZ Cardinals.  woohoo

And the dome overhead..

And all the people… in the Zone 😉 haha

We stopped at the team shop after being frustrated of not finding anything.  They had this thing for the tour- they told us it would start in like 30 minutes.  We decided to wait.  About 5 minutes before they asked us “do you have your tickets?”  tickets…. what?  Ha.. they cost 7 bucks each.  So we hightailed it out.

Big red. 

I liked the pillars… with the Cardinal in it.

And thats it.  I didn’t go to a job thing in Phoenix for Brandy (that she was so nice and emailed to me) mostly because of 2 things.. the car (not having one) and the distance of the job.  I would like to get a job that doesn’t take me 45 minutes or more to get to.  Because with gas costing so much and my pay not being as much as Id like…. well you do the math.

So, thats it.  I am trying to read the bible again.. I started by reading a section of numbers this week.  Where I left off…. so we shall see how that goes.  I haven’t even finished “Searching for God Knows What” mostly due to lack of motivation.

Yeah.  That is all I feel like rambling about right now.  Everyone have a great day.  By the time I post this, we are already 1 hour into Friday! 🙂

just Pray