I had an okay day. I called HA today to let them know. They didn’t want to let me go… its not because they woulda missed me.. its more like.. they wanted to stop me from making like the biggest decision in my life – the whole while telling me things like.. “you shouldn’t even be dating her” and stuff like that. I had a 45 minute convo with them, I ended up taking an hour and 15 min lunch… heh My lunches only last 30 minutes.
Then I talked to my mom bout it for a good part of the afternoon
And now?….
I have deicided I am not going to go to the Honor Academy… becuase if I did.. I would have to break it off with Sabrina. I love her too much to let her go. College? Coummunity college is what I’m going to do.
I’m going to buy a car,.. keep my job at Sears and pursue this relationship with Sabrina.
I had a hecka long conversation with Sabrina tonight.. and it was really good to talk with her and figure out what we both wanted in this relationship. We both want the same thing.. both are on the same track.. and.. its – crazy.
Things are going to change.. for the better. I can’t wait.
Sunday – September 28th 2003 *today current*
We woke up and checked out of the hotel by 10am, then we just went and drove the whole day. My mom wanted to stop by a beach but my dad said no. We got back in Phoenix around 6pm… and yeah. I’ve kinda had a knot in my stomach the whole day. I’ve been straight missin her this whole time. I wrote a poem for her that you can check out on my site.
I got home and got online.. she sent me the pictures and I was flooded with memories of a GREAT time.
Tomorrow – starts a regular day.. rawr. But with her by my side.. “I think i’m gunna be alright” *sings a song*
LAST THING: I know I should be in the shower but *doesnt want to forget it* I saw a Cali plate comin home and it had like XXX heart XXX and I was all.. THATS FOR ME AND SABRINA! JAD SNK Yay! It would be perfet. Ok I’m done.. Shower time!