my life, my words.

Today was a good day.

I thank God for everything I have…

My Family and friends

Let the goodness pour over my eyes, and open tomorrow with the kindness of him. Praying to God to let me see my path, and all things ahead of me.

The world is my problem, and God is my solution.

I’m goin for a walk….

Ciao

Whatsup people? like my last post? It was largely inpart to someone who posted on my site….. Who doesn’t even let people see who they are.

Oh well.

I had nobody really annoying today to deal with. We did move spots because of new teams, so that marks the first time that I’ve been working there.. that I’ve had to change my desk. Kinda sucks because I have a slow computer – and did I mention its slow? (the computer) Yep. It is.

Tait Band is going to have some really good stuff coming out soon. To find out more go to www.taitband.com

BLAZERS WON! Woooooo

GO Blazers – And.. the other day I updated http://blaze.shoxwave.com the feedback so far is pretty good. So if you have DSL+ give it a whirl.

“We were meant to live for SO much more! Have we lost our selves?” – Switchfoot

To the person that posted : Why hide? Reveal yourself.

Ciao

Why is swearing so unattractive? Is it because you feel that when a woman swears it shows lack of intelligence? Or does this unattractive rule apply to both men and women?

Swearing is unattractive because it shows a lack of intelligence. If you picked up on what I was saying.. It wouldn’t matter if a guy swore.. because I’m not attracted to guys, yeah wow.. big suprise. If I have a choice of picking friends who swear etc, I choose friends who don’t. In some cases I’d rather have no friends at all than friends that think they need to swear all the time. Even if they don’t do it all the time.. I’m still against it.. and try to not get involved with those people.

If for some reason you feel it is acceptable for a man to swear, what is the difference in a woman? Because women are supposed to be more frail and feminine than a man?

And for some reason.. I don’t feel it is acceptable for a man to swear. Again – This was UNattractive. I’m not attracted to guys. Clue yourself in – please. What you are getting at is nothing like what was said.

And, I’m not sure what you are upset about with your girlfriend. You say that the only thing she takes seriously is sex, and you say that she is waiting for marriage. Does this bother you that she wants to wait? Or does it bother you that you feel that the only thing she takes seriously is sex? You are a bit vague on the details here. Isn’t sex a serious thing? Especially if it is your first time (I am assuming this is the case, sex is like candy, once you have it you have to have more and before you do you don’t know what you are missing so no harm done)

You? I need not explain myself to you. What the heck – I have some free time on my hands. It doesn’t bother me that she wants to wait… it bothers me that the only thing she seemed to take seriously was sex. A bit vague.. but who really reads this? You and a few others.. But you?… A complete stranger to me by the screen name. Sex – the Act of love. Should only happen when you are with your mate. You know.. by mate.. I mean you should be married before you have sex. Then sure.. have sex all you want with that Person. Nobody else. Its not a game where you can go screwing anyone you want to. Sorry.. it doesn’t work that way. Don’t believe me? Ask Magic Johnson.

One last thing for Enquiring Minds. Why do you want to be with someone if you just want them to change? What did you love about your girlfriend when you first got with her? What changed from then to now?

Why? I put God before everything else in my life. We can not be unequeally yoked, especially if this girl thinks we are going to go anywhere. Its not up to me – If she doesn’t want to change, then we will break up and I will find someone who is right for me and has their sight set on God Almighty. It’s not a blackmail – its simple math. I need someone who feels the same way about God, and has the same passion of changing their life to be as God-like as you can be while you are on this earth. A Jesus Freak – You can’t force someone to be one. Nothings changed – Conversations have happened.

I went to work

Past 3 days:

Sunday – 2 hours – 1 call

Monday – 2 hours – 4 calls

Tuesday – 2 hours – 7 calls

So I had some annoying people that made me want to scream at them. *cough*

I didn’t.

I spent tonight looking online and seeing what type of stuff I could do to my car in the future.

Not that its anything bad now… once I get a digital camera I’ll show everyone.

Other than that….. BLAZER news:

Bonzi was benched in the loss to Dallas because he cussed out Maurice Cheeks.

The most UNattractive thing a woman can do?

Swear….

Know what ties that?

Smoking.

I’m no fun – but who cares. Nobody takes me seriously anyway right?

At least not my own girlfriend.

Nope, not on anything serious. Just sex.

But I guess that is the only thing that She values, and the one thing she doesn’t want until marriage.

The whole religon and anything else I’ve ever spoke to her about….

*thinks of words going in one ear and out the other*

Well I guess thats the way it works. I’ll have to deal with it for now, and see if anything will ever change…

Ciao

Here is what I write in my Sears logging files… ( we document our calls )

Customer says that the spark plug is not firing and that battary is dead… wants blah blah blah blah

And then of course I press the backspace button and continue.

Infact… today I put :

(we do have things to fill in other than this.. but you don’t need all that)

Symptom : Did not recieve a part

Cure : Customer Vented

hah!

I kept it. The guy was stupid. Just wanted to vent.. so whatever.. I’ll be the person to listen to it. I didn’t get a care & use out of it.. but thats fine. If you don’t know anything about the calls and how we have to code them out.. don’t worry. Nobody else does either!

I had a good day at work. Even better time at night (at work). You all know how I work nights now.. so I was at work.. and in the 6pm to 7pm I got 1 call. From 7 to 8 … it went up. I got 3 calls. In review : 4 calls 2 hours – Not bad!

And they pay me to do this?

Heh

Other than that.. things have been fine. I don’t really know what Sabrina was talking about (her comments) on my last post. I was speaking about life in General – but she indicated something more specific.

Blazers played tonight – but they didn’t play to Finish the game. Ahead by 10+ or so by 1/2 time and ahead by 14 by midway thru the 3rd quarter.. but you know what? They lost by almost 10. It was bad, only because they lost and the Mavs went on a …. 14 to 2 run at the end of the 3rd. Thats when they lost it.

Oh well. Can’t win em all.. and Blazers can’t buy one on the road. (0-4) on the road.

Life is life.

News: I finally got registered for classes… and here’s pretty much how it will work when school starts :

I go to school at 9 and then start work at 1. Get off work at 9, and do homework.

Thats all I wanna post right now

Ciao

The weirdest thing happened today

It was odd.

REALLY Weird.

I mean.. you ever seen a two headed cat when you are drugged up?

Its SO much further out than that.

Want to know?

Do you really?

I looked up today, and I saw clouds! AH! What?!

Yeah. Pretty freaky right?

Well here’s where it gets really weird.

I looked around and the streets were wet.

There are NOT that many dogs in the neighborhood.

So… we rode to work.. and it started to have this weird thing come on the windshield.

It was like…. Sprite.. but it wasn’t sticky.

RAIN!

I know. I’m suprised too. Couldn’t you tell?

So on the news and everywhere today they have been saying… “oh look at the first rain storm in a while for AZ” and yeah.. ain’t that the truth.

I was at work… it went okay.. but it was REALLY slow. I got a chance to speak to some head executives at Sears and stuff. That was pretty cool, they came around our call center becase we are the best at getting resolves than other call centers.

I’m online now.. but nobodys on. And the few that are… Aren’t talking. I just contradicted myself. I’m online now.. but the few people that are on.. Might as well not be on! There you go heh.. woo

Anyway. Blazers won the other night.. did I say that? I wanted too.. maybe I did.. and if I did.. then I did again. Okay?

Alright.

Don’t anybody call my old phone number unless you wanna talk to my parents.
You may be thinking.. Wha???? I gave the phone to them. I was going to pay for NBALP.. but instead I’ll just pay for the phone bill and let them have it. Still… I’ll have Sprint.. in one wreched way or another.

I like ATT.. but they are upgrading their system right now.. so I haven’t been able to see some of the features that will be available later on.

MAN. Do I POST a lot or what? I’m GOING POSTAL ON YA’LL.

Yes. On Ya’ll.

No. I’m not from Georgia, and I don’t say parts like pots.. or washers like WARshers. I’m serious. I don’t!

Ciao

Yo!

The good news of the night… Lakers were Blown away by the Grizzlies.

Anything else?

I posted on some Lakers fan xanga site.. so I hope she doesn’t get mad lol

I got it off Emily’s site… so.. its ALL her fault.

Work was… just that. Work!

I got to talk to my baby an hour earlier.. because I picked up the phone an hour earlier.. imagine how that works. Woo.. blew my mind away.

Anyway. I think thats it.

I’m tired – of typin

(goes and sings for Sabrina)

Ciao

Hey

What’s up people?

It turns out those really strong and addicting drugs they gave me was a mistake.

Yeah – Now I’m hooked

I have to have like 3 of them a day or else I’m in total pain all the time.

Fun stuff right?

The doctor is really worred because whenever I go for a little without it.. I get really bad pains.. so they don’t know what they are going to do as far as Lowering the Meds gradually…

So here is what they came up with…

Well… looks like I will be getting inrolled in a drug re-hab program for the next six weeks.

I have to pay with my own freaking expenses to go to the program.. get checked in.. and then be certified that I’m cleared out of it all.

RAAAHHHH

Best part is.. : Its not even in town

Location : Dallas Texas

So that screws any chance of getting into school.

Just great.

When things can’t get any worse.. they do.

Why me?

Yeah.
SIKE!
I just love me.

Heh – I thought about that.. and this is the order that I love….

1. God – first and foremost
2. Sabrina… – she is pretty much my meaning.
3. My family… – Without them.. where would I be?
4. My friends.. – Well.. maybe I should say.. my friend?
5. And then.. of course myself. Why? I don’t know… sounds good tho. 😉
How about this..
Will the REAL update please SHOW UP?

The drugs they gave me have been working and I pretty much haven’t had to take any for a while now – so things are getting better.

I went back to the dentist… the same one that caused this whole thing… (because when I took the pills initally all of the pain stopped in my mouth expect for my tooth) I went in and it turned out that the cap that they put in was way way way way way off, they were like… “wow… I can’t believe we didn’t catch that” So yeah. The tooth had a point where it was pushing down on a nerve in my mouth.. and that nerve was really close to that whole left side muscle thingy that made me hurt. Yeah… I was happy to find out that… really!! I mean.. even then they didn’t take the blame by any means by admiting anything. Whats the outcome? I don’t want the legal stuff from it all… and everything is slowly improving everday. So on my way out they sat me down.. and they were like… “we know that might have caused you a little bit of pain… but because you are a student we are going to help you out with this” … and the woman pulled up a record that showed a lot of stuff that my insurance did not cover and that I was going to have to pay on top of the 1K that I already had. It was like 230 bucks and change – they were like.. “we will just make this disappear” So screw it – I don’t have to go to a lawyer or anything to get things setteled.. so I’ll just take that and go. I don’t think I should have any more problem. It seems that I am done with it.

My Conclusion : The tooth caused all the problem because they didn’t have it in right.. causing pain everytime I ate and making me loose a lot of sleep. So what? Well.. I think what happened was that when the tooth was getting pressed on my mouth’s nerve … one of the muscles went into shock or a spazam. The meds I took have taken care of that. So I got some stuff cleared that I would have had to pay out of pocket – and right now I can’t afford to pay another 200 bucks or so to a dentist. Looks like I wont need a root canal IF it keeps healing and improving everday. If by some chance it gives up and just starts hurting again.. I will need a root canal – but I’m not going back to that doctor. I wonder why?

Pressing charges? Believe me – I would have.. and I would still like to… but my doctor has told me the same thing the specialist told me. There is virtually no proof that anything was wrong. SO the dentist would have to admit that they were at fault.. and that would make a lot of things for them go up and higher in price (basically mal-practice) so.. that’s not going to happen – besides.. I already took that route remember?

Okay.. And the Blazers? Who knows.

They lost against Seattle and beat the Hawks the next night – I hope that type of pattern doesn’t keep up. I don’t want a .500 team when they are good enough to be .600 +

Thats it. I’m done. I don’t wanna type ANY more.

Ciao

hey

they now have me on some really addictive drugs that I have to be careful with.

I am going to get an MRI done on me.

I also am going to be going back to the dentist.. because along with all of the other crap.. one of the crowns is acting up and now I can’t chew on my left side becuase of the bottom crown. He says it may need a root canal.

So why did you put in the crown?

IDIOT.

So you put this nice expensive crown on… now you want to drill in it to do a root canal… and then fill it up as a regular tooth? but.. my … money.. down… the drain!

Yeah.. and just a bunch of other stuff has been goin on too..

I guess i’ll end up telling the people who are auctually in my life.

Who am I kidding?

I’ll post it on here when I auctually feel like sitting down and typing it.

By the way The Matrix Revolutions was.. pretty good. *saw it today*

And the drugs that they have me on make me all dizzy and drowsy, and sometimes I can’t even read peoples phone numbers correctly. That was only bad because I was being review’d today. Hahha.. Oh well. Not like I care.

What else? Did I mention I can’t chew on my left side, and if I stop taking these Valume (sp) that the pain will instantly come back?

Ah. the good Drugged up life.

Ciao

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