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I slept late, talked on the phone to Sabrina and her friends for five minutes, defragmented all 3 computers, and almost fell asleep doing it. (it was very boring) So I went and tried to take a nap, when I finally almost fall asleep my mom comes home from getting her nails done. I get online, and stay on til bout 6. My dad comes home, he shows my mom the car that he got for her (98 escort wagon) bettter than the 92 ford tempo than she had.. so then after looking it it, we ate. Fish, and uh… I watched a lil tv, then went with my parents to the store so I could get my drug pickup at walgreens. While waiting at Walgreens, my mom and I didn’t have anything to do – so we sat on the floor in the magazine lane, looking at magazines. Uh… then we picked it up, went to Frys Electronics and picked up a Microsoft Router. Then we came home and I installed the stuff on each computer. Then I got online, and went to talk to Sabrina, and now its 10:00pm. Yup. Fun eh? Talk to you later. I love you.

I woke up today, and went in the shower. Came back and called my baby before going getting ready to leave.

I was at work, and it was pretty slow – not bad. Nobody really stupid to talk about, people auctually commend me for doing a good job, and request me.

I got off work @ 2:30, ready for my day off – but first I had to go to the Dentist.
3:00 – Arrive at dentist

3:20 – Dentist sees me (was running late)

4:20 – After long ammounts of work, I look up at the time because he says he almost 1/2 way done

5:30 – I pay my whopping bill of $670, Add the $145 I had to pay last time, and some other costs and are lookin at the total to be close to 1k if not more. The good news, my parents are going to help – offered to pay 400, I dont think I need to say it – but I took them up on the offer. The bad news – my credit card is almost maxed out.

5:40 – I go back in to the dentist and have him perscribe me some meds because I dont like taking 7 asprin a day for everyday. After being very reluctant – he does.

My teeth sucked for the longest time, now I only have like 2 more things to get done.. and then they just need to get me braces, then do stuff to make them white. The good news – I’m 90% done. The bad news – I am past my 1k deductable on my insurance and I can’t afford to get any more work done until I get back from school. (could be up to a year)

I’ll take the good. My teeth don’t suck. Major factor in my teeth sucking so badly… my wisdom teeth came in on me sideways – and we couldn’t afford to have them taken out. So by the time I HAD to get them taken out, I had cavities in almost all my teeth (the pushing sideways was makin my teeth more crooked and creating lots of cavaties) also – a root canal in 2, and 2 teeth buildup (2 buildups? only two that sat next to my wisdom teeth were severly damaged, but not so bad that they needed to be removed) – so maybe in a year or so I will like my smile! But for tonight, I can taste blood.

5:50 – I came home and watched TV until we ate.

7:10 – I came online, and now I’ll be here for the rest of the night – sadly I feel drained from the stuff they did to me, and my mouth is very sore – I personally think I’m tired because of all the blood I lost. It was yuckie, they used the spit sucker to take it out, and blah. Not totally uncommon, but not a good thing either.

7:15 – I took two excedrin, and I’m waiting for them to kick in so I don’t feel pain.

Fun day eh? Now I heal.

I had things to talk about until I came home and talked to Sabrina. Then the world stopped spinning and the hands of time stopped and everything just seemed so less important compared to her.

Sabrina has made me one of the happiest guys around. Reguardless of what happens in my day, I come home – talk to her, and I know everything’s gunna be alright.

She brightens the bright spots, and makes my face seem to be endlessly lost in a smile. She is my Angel, and is everything I have been looking for and searching for. Talk about filling voids, or filling my heart with pure bliss.

Thank you God.

I have a horrid headache.. again. My mouth hurts too.

25th? I doubt it. I hate it, but I doubt it. – wow my mouth hurts.

Work was ok, but I don’t know why I took any time off now. I’d rather be working 🙁

Other than that? I been kinda mad at my mom… because she was the one who made it so we aren’t going. Yet she was the one who was going to suprise my dad with me. Why did it work out this way?

I took some pictures of stuff today. I also got some old poems you can check out.. from like 93 to like 01, only like 5 hah but its something. The image to the side (as of the 9th) is my first poem that I can remember doing. We had to draw a picture too… it didn’t turn out bad.

Sabrina is the best thing that has happened to me. Bar none.

I had a wonderful conversation last night with Sabrina. By the way – it is the 25th of this month.

I was at work and that pretty much was my day. I didn’t have a bad day at work, everything went pretty well. Only one thing kinda sucked, and that was I was late getting to work and didn’t log onto the phone until like 8:10 – so I just skipped my first break. I don’t really have any idiots to talk about.

I came home and was alright, I just kinda went crazy looking for the whole sha-bang of a car, hotel and everything with my mom. Kinda drove us both nuts. It doesn’t take much.

I talked to Nikki today. Brandys best friend – the one I’ve heard about for like two years now. I still don’t know what to make of her. Thats it. I think I’m done, if I forgot anything I’ll be back.

I woke up this morning, came online and started to smile. Unbelieveable how beautful Sabrina is every time I see her.

So today was my day to relax, and relax I did. I ate Krispy Kreme… Yum. I got to sleep in until about 11 and that was really nice compared to 6 of tomorrow. *tires not to think about work* So I talked to Sabrina (the perfect way to start a day) and I went to go look at a possible car for my mom to buy. It was a piece of crap, lucky my dad is an auto technician.

Ok. My dad.. I’m SO proud of him. A lot of people might think that I am only proud of him because he is my dad and I am just supposed to be. Thats not it, I really am. He (as of 2000) has been working on cars for like 20 years or so. A Ford Mercury Lincoln Technician. Not a mechanic, those are the grease monkeys that you see on movies or at your local jiffy lube. You know, the guys who have about as much of a clue about the car as you do. My dad was recgonized by Ford for being a Ford Senior Master tech, with only 800 of them in the US of A, it rocked. He was sent on a cruise in 2002, it was great. You have my dad, who for his whole life tires to make my life and my familys better. He works and slaves, gives everything he’s got in him. You couldn’t ask for anything better. He’s like.. Michael Jordan of cars. You know what ticks me off? He probably works harder in one day than all of these stars. Heck. It would drive me crazy, and then it drives me crazy when people don’t give him the respect he deserves. He should be the one making millions a year. He deserves it, I only hope one day I can make enough money to take care of my parents.

I’m done ranting. I swear.

Ok, so the car was like Far from home, cost like 10 bucks of gas to go to the car and back. On our way back we went to the bank and withdrew money. We got 20 bucks for free. It was 1/2 out of the machine, and it kicked out the money he wanted along with it. Pretty Cool eh? lol So we bonused 10 bucks. That’s what we ate with (the free money) and apparently they knew it at the resturant when they took the money… because I got sick off the food. So i’ve been trying to feel better, but blah. I think I need to drink fluids, yes. Fluids are good – drink and talk to Sabrina – heck I’ll be set.

Thats it for me kids. I work tomorrow, fun Mondays.I work Mon – Thusday. Have off Friday, work Saturday, have off Sunday. Repeat forever.

So I woke up today and wanted to fall back asleep. I bet the reason is because of my long night.
A phone conversation until 4:30am I hear can do that to you. Not like I know from personal experience.

Long night talks are great. They are even better when you are talking to someone who cares about you. It makes it better when you are just going crazy over that person, constantly thinking, is it real? Pinch me.

Work was cool, it was busy (and it made the time go by quicker) so I can’t complain. It slowed down around the time my throat started getting scratchy (2pm) and so I had an hour to kick back before I got off.

After work, I kinda had the same routine as yesterday, but tonight we watched Final Destination Part 2. It was pretty good, for a sequal that is.

I got an email last night from someone I never thought I would talk to again. Not a girl either. Whoo, and its not Jesse or JJ, question is who? Eddie.

I uh, feel like I could talk all night, and I do want to type more on here, but the song is ending, and I want to talk to Sabrina.

Wow. To think I pretty much blew off all my day for a 3 minute online conversation. Hah. I’ve been thinking about Sabrina for pretty much the whole day. Odd….

I uh, ok, I guess I did some stuff today. I woke up early (cuz of my dad at like 7:00) but I was like ahhhhh.. so I fell asleep and finally awoke at like 11:30. I was online for a litte bit this afternoon, mostly listening to music. OH!! I watched the Travel channels count down the 10 best beaches and the next show they had was the top 10 hotel bathrooms?? Some hotels cost like 26k a night. This one place in Cali – if you stay a night (700 bucks) they offer you a years membership (250k) and for two people you get the corp. rate. (400k) Should be the corp. Rape hah. So then I went out to eat with my family. Hmm.. we came home.. (and rented a movie). I waited for Emily to stop by, and we all watched the movie. Identity – I’ve seen it already, but I thought it would be a good movie for my mom. It was pretty funny, she was screaming in parts where people died. She’s crazy, but it was fun. Then we watched little Nicky – on TBS I uh, didn’t care for it *I’d say it was a stupid movie* but thats me.

Yeah, so I’ve been looking forward to talk to Sabrina the whole day, and whenever I think of her I tend to smile. *slaps face to wipe smile off* So I think I’m gunna go do that now. When I talk to her, I’m happy, and I haven’t been happy in a while. *crosses fingers* Lets hope she doesn’t get sick of me – and maybe, I’ll stay happy.
Goodnight

hey. I got home about 1/2 hour ago, and today I had a killer headache.. infact while at work I had to take off my headset various times, because it was hurting 🙁 I thought of someone today…. guess who? I was pretty tired today, and only had people repeat themselves maybe once or twice, ALL day. Cool huh? hah. So I took 4 asprin and now I’m sitting, doin a whole lot of nothin. Yeah, I should lay down or something, I have 4 more asprin waiting on my desk if it doesn’t get better. But hey- I made it through work, and now I have tomorrow off. Say La ve.

p.s. If you want to download the whole song you heard, click here.

I’m online. I’m not doin anything. Fun eh? Xanga. I’ve had it for a while now, the problem is – using it. Ah well. I suppose I will get around to using it someday. Maybe today is the day?

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