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My birthday has came and past- quickly… much to my delight.

I don’t like people making a big fuss about it, thats why I don’t care if anyone forgets it.  I really feel like peoples energy should and could be put into more important things.  I appreciate people who do remember.. okay, I admit I do know who knows my birthday, like – my family better at least say something.  And for the past few years my brother has forgotten it, but remembered everyone else.  It has hurt, but thats life..  But on a change of pace, this year, he remembered.  I didn’t even get to talk to him, but he called when I was at work the day before to wish me a happy Birthday – so we didn’t get a chance to talk.. but I was fine with it.

Haha, one cool thing is that the CEO of Lifelock called me.  I didn’t know who it was, so I didn’t answer- and he left me a happy birthday message.

I’m not some really nice person or someone who deserves a lot of attention.  I’m just not…  I try to do what I should and a lot of the times I fail at even that.  Those I am friends with know I’m not perfect by any stretch of the imagination.  They do however love me, regardless of whatever happens.  That, is nice.  I don’t care if I can count all my friends on one hand, I know they’ll be around for whatever and through whatever.  It makes my soul well up and say Halleujah.  So thank you friends.

I write this feeling lonely, but I’ve felt all out of whack the whole day, so that is that.  I don’t know why… perhaps some extra God time is in order tonight..

Endquote [“A friend is one who strengthens you with prayers, blesses you with love and encourages you with hope.” – sent by Chris]

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