Hey,

Tonight I went out into Portland’s downtown, just walked around and took some pictures for an hour or two.

Yes, it might take a while to load them but I’m adding them anyway.

Deal with it… they are all unedited.

Also…. I suppose an update is in order… I’ll post one following the pictures.

This was on each bridge I walked on..

I take this freeway home every day of the week.

This couple was walking over near the waterfront.. (the area that I was walking along) and they asked to look at my pictures.  They said that they were really good.. I’m sure they were being polite.  I was like ‘really?’ haha..  I’ve wanted to take some pictures of Portland at night for some time now so I am glad that I finally got around to doing it.

So my update..

My friends have been sick this week.  Brandy was even in the ER… !  Billie Jo told me.. in so many words that she wants to continue a friendship… or maybe get the one we have on lifesupport….

Recently my testing has.. well I suppose gotten better.  In my hardest class I got a 70% on the test (that is the highest I have gotten on Any exam for Any class thus far this year).  I guess that was good… still not very good for me.

I talked to one of my bible teachers about it.  He told me “well.. you missed points on this and this.. pretty much everyone always gets 9 or 10, but I gave you 1.  That is rare..”  I felt really smart after my conversation with him..

I have also pretty much lost my appetite, adding the fact that I can’t seem to sleep very well either.. but when I do I end up sleeping a long time.  In the past 3 or 4 days I’ve eaten…. about 3 meals total?

I don’t know what’s going on….

I posted that Shawn McDonald “Gravity” song… and now I’m really… really relating to it.

“I don’t wanna fall away from you”  Yet I am…  “Gravity is pullin me on down”  “Don’t let me loose my sight” Yet I am…  “This world… only leaves me with emptiness and tears in my eyes”

The positive thing is that we are encouraged not to be lukewarm.. hot or cold.. right? :o)

“I fall to my knees and i’m beggin’ you please oh Lord, won’t you change me make me new from the inside out…”

That’s heavy doc

I am also going to officially start looking for a different church..

Pray Hard

Ciao