I’m tired.

I typed up my report, and finished it last night at around 9pm.

Total pages? 14. I hope it’s good enough…

Ugh. I’m going to complain a little.

I’m tired… of hearing a friend complain about being pushed out of bed (he eludes to sleeping with women) and the problems that he claims to have with women.

I’m tired of losing friends.

I’m tired of hearing people talk about others in a fashion that tears them down.

I’m tired of people using their disabilities for their advantage.

I’m tired not being able to do what I set out to do.

I’m tired of falling short of Godliness.

I’m tired of being fixated with the predictable other things in life than what really matters.

I’m tired of sitting and having people stare right through me.

I’m tired of feeling like I don’t fit in.

I’m tired of wanting to die because I can’t live like Jesus.

I’m tired of complaining.

I’m tired of putting effort into restoring friendships for no reason.

I’m tired of being home alone on Friday nights.

I’m tired of feeling like I can’t say what I want to say because people from school read this blog.

I’m tired of not having anyone.

I’m spiritually tired of the war that I am in day by day.

I’m tired of not having the DESIRE to READ the BIBLE.

I’m sick of not looking forward to the next day.

I’m sick of getting in fights about locations.

I’m tired of not having patience with people on the road.

I’m sick of the way I react to people cutting me off.

I’m sick of people not really hearing me when I talk.

I’m fed up with myself.

*sighs*

I’m tired of being hungry so I’m going out to eat.

“Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.” Isaiah 40:30-32

Renew my strength Lord, and help me soar.

God Bless, Pray Hard.

Ciao