hey

Picked up 2 dvds at Best Buy today, The Cinderella story and the BTTF Trilogy. I watched the full movie today.. instead of the last 1/2 hour of it (when I was at Becky’s house) (The Cinderella movie starring Hilary Duff) I liked it. I liked the last 30 minutes of it.. so I figured that I would like the whole thing. I was right.

Other than that… I’m broke. haha

I don’t know a few different things right now. I am probably going to search these things during my week off, to see… what options I have. I’m talking about everything from colleges, in and out of state, what would be best.. if any. What can I work towards? Should I do certain things… and what other things should I be cutting out of my life? Good stuff to think about.. thats for sure.

I want to go to a college.. but I don’t wanna go to a Coummunity college… and even if I were in college.. I still wouldn’t know what I want to do…

I’m not totally sure if I’m going to bible study tonight…. I was thinking about it, but now I’m not so sure… it uses lots of gas to go up.. and I gotta make my tank last until next pay check. Sounds like an excuse.. but thats fine – take it as you might.

It is funny how I don’t miss Becky in my life. I wanted her for 6 months… I pursued her for six months. Read it and weap people.. thats a long time. Then I had her.. and I didn’t want her. The more I found out.. the less I felt that crave to know more. Conclusion : a Dud. I thank God that he pointed this out. Very loudly to me. I had way more feelings for Sabrina than I ever did for her. I think Becky and I could still be friends, but I don’t see anything else happening. I feel very happy… it makes me look forward to other things.. because It just wasn’t meant to be between me and her. Its all part of lifes learning process.

Starting today, all posts are public again. So if you wanna see anything thats happened.. feel free.

I have nothing to hide.

Take care, God Bless. Ciao!