Hey
I was thinking that I wouldn’t mind learning how to play the piano.. its elegant, and something you can put your body and emotion into… kind of like playing the violin. I should pick up my violin sometime.. even if to just tune the strings.
I don’t really know what I should post about… I could put anything.. but I have problems with that remember?
I broke my most hits in a day.. with 571? or something.. it use to be 200 and somethin, so I shattered the record. Very cool… at least I think so. Thats also part of the reason why I haven’t posted anything but sports recently.
Emily is attempting to talk to me again… she has been at least, but always seems to shut up when I give her as much info as I would a stranger. So instead she is reading my brothers journal.. who by fact puts things about me… more like – fusturations about me and anything else in the family. So she’s finding out some things, but *shakes head* no.
I talked to Hanna a while ago… and she spoke to me about how I, or maybe not me.. but people in general go about their days, how we do things… and how we all see life. She spoke generally… but it was the fact of the matter that really got me thinking. She talked about how .. your purpose.. the driving factor in your life. What do you wake up to do? Just to go to work so you can go home and go to sleep? What keeps you doing it? Are you experiencing life or just like a ball bouncing off of whatever life gives you? Who – if anyone would notice if you just up and died one day? What is driving you and your innermost desires? She pretty much told me she considered me to be this great and wonderful person who is deep in faith, on fire for God… smart.. and all this other stuff. I didn’t pay much attention to that as I did what she said before hand. Its a great thing to think about. I enjoyed it. It is quite a load to think about.. but I think it will help me figure some things out.
I took a different standpoint when I was at work today, and it seems to be working pretty well. I don’t really know what I thought of differently.. but instead of thinking that I need to get through work.. I just took it as it came. I dont know.. I’ll tell you if it worked for the rest of the week. Hopefully so.. and that would be a problem solved.
I could post about the weekend.. but right now I don’t want to, so this is all you get for now.
So I changed my mind… after reading what I put.. I’ll post about whatever I can remember.
Last week.. I was MTO’d on Thursday. Second time ever. Rah to that… bogus stuff. Anyway I start my new 6am shift starting this Sunday. Fun times
Friday I went to Bible study… we took a trip to Target to buy supplies for this project. I kind-of felt bad afterwards that I didn’t contribute. I’m going to next time.. but It wouldn’t have helped me right now. It wouldn’t have Hurt so much.. but yah. I’m on a no spending thing.. like I have been. I spend the following in any given week :
Gas : 25 bucks
Coffee on Saturday or Friday night : 7 bucks
Other than that I don’t use my money. Reguardless.. the supplies we purchased were a part of a pool of money .. everyone gave 20 bucks, minus a few… including me. SO we were in Target.. it was odd. A train passed by, and I swear.. I was waiting for the lights to flicker or for things to start shaking or something. I don’t think I have ever heard a train get that close to a store before. Little loan a target with the horn blaring and everyone walking around like its a normal occurance. Watched Man on Fire again at Andys.. that ended and… me and Michael stayed up really late at the Xtreme bean chatted and stuff. Went home.. at 5ish?
Then Sat came and we went to church.. then 2|42 (not planning on going and staying.. but ended up staying). After that Ingrid was wearing some hideious ASU shirt just because they won. Oh who cares.. they do get lucky from time to time…Oh well.. I’m thinking of just going for them just around her. hah, how do you like that?
Sunday? Well Saturday night we stood up late again.. same place.. Xtreme bean.. but stayed until maybe 6:30am? Came home and went to bed at like 11am.. slept til 3? Ate.. came home.. couldn’t get to sleep until maybe 4am last night. Then tonight.. I don’t feel tired and its almost 3am, I would usually be sleeping by now.
Thats it for now.. I’m gunna go lay down again and see if I can sleep this time.
Take care, God Bless
Pray Hard.
Ciao