Should I update?..

I have a song that I simply… am… enjoying. Its a good song. It really is.. it might make one of the songs for the week in the future… I like it that much.

This is it.

I just like it.. the words.. the meaning… the beat.. oh the beat…everything! .. its a really good song.

So yesterday was Monday… its like 1:40 am right now on Wednesday.. so for me.. it hasn’t started yet until I go to sleep.. its still Tuesday. Anyway.. enough explaining that fact… I woke up on Monday (yeah.. If I don’t wake up one day.. I dont think I’ll be posting much anymore) but I woke up at like 8:30ish.

I woke up Sad. I had this dream that I fell in love with someone.. and that she died. Happy dream huh? I remember every detail of her death.. because.. I was with her.. she died in my arms. I know how.. and where it happened. After a little.. I fell back asleep… and kept dreaming about the same dream. I drempt that later on in life I was being pushed to Love someone that I didn’t, (everyone telling me that she *and by she I mean my one true love* is gone now and now its time to move on) reguardless to say.. I woke up.. and I truly felt like I was sad because someone died. That feeling stayed with me the whole day. How weird. It wasn’t very happy.. I don’t think so at least.

Anyway.. what has went on in the past week? I guess I should update.. because I havent. The last Saturday.. I didn’t really do anything… it was okay, but I really didn’t have much fun haha.. if you couldn’t tell. On Sunday.. I think I posted it.. but we saw Shrek 2, that was pretty much the highlight of the weekend. This weekend however we Bonded Michael out of Jail.

It was a busy – but pretty good weekend. I.. didn’t go to the first bible study that they had.. but thats okay because apparently only 2 people went this time. We went on Friday and Saturday to see a speaker at central, about talking to people about issues that need to be resolved.. it was good. I took notes… however a few times Willie acted up … and.. you can’t really do much when everyone around you is silent and watching a speaker unless you want to make a scene. So .. but other than that it was good. Then Saturday afternoon (after it ended) we Bonded Michael out.. it took a few hours to process. We went to chuch.. heard Cal speak about being lonely. It was good… I took notes haha.

Big suprise.

After that I went to 2|42, they had … shoot.. whats his name.. *thinks*.. I probably can’t remember it because I’m listening to music… but.. a guy spoke.. and talked about the things John Eldredge talks about in his book Waking the Dead. Cal did the same thing a few weeks ago, and this week he quoted the book. In my head..Hah.. I was like oooohh!! I’ve read that!!

After 2|42.. I was going to meet up with some people.. but decided against it. Instead I went home. My parents brought Michael home.. and we talked to him about turning around his life. It looks like he wants to do it. Time will tell.. it would be kinda nice to have him around… don’t tell him I said that. So I suppose thats a good enough update for now.

I want to meet up with Cal to talk to him about various things… including my direction in life… I want some more feedback.. and yeah. So I’m trying to set up a meeting with him. He’s out of town this week.. so he said probably sometime next week.

Listen to this song. Its good, I like it.

I talked to Tara yesterday for a little.. it was good. I haven’t talked with her in what feels like forever. I talked to Kat (Hanna) and she wants to go to the Case for the Creator (hosted by Central Christian Church on Sunday at 4:45) and I’m glad.. I’m hoping it’ll help. It talks about Facts.. scientific facts pointing to God.

I dont think I have anything else to update… so take care.

God Bless.

Pray Hard.

Ciao