I Wish

I wish that I could remember those times. The times when feeling pressure on my heart & chest, nauseousness in my stomach meant that I was in a time of stress. It was brief. A moment, a week… a day or maybe even a few hours.

You know what I mean, right? A work deadline, a family event.. or something of the sort. But… for me? No, that is not the case. At least not anymore. Now it’s an everyday nonstop feeling.

Ho hum. It is kind of just the norm nowadays.

What can you do?

Push forward – despite everything – just stay pushing and keep praying…

“You might think I’m losing my mind, but I will shy away from the specifics

Cause I don’t want you to know where I am…
Cause then you’ll see my heart
In the saddest state it’s ever been

This is no place to try and live my life.” – relient K

just Pray.

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