Hey hey!
Well the markets went crazy the past few days since I had last updated. Kinda what I expected. Up 500 points, down 600, up 500. Craziness.
So on the job front I have some news. Sears told me they wanted me and then never called me back. I called them day after day and was told they would call me back to bring me in. I never received a return call and eventually got tired of waiting around. I ended up applying for yet another job at Chase and since then have been offered the job to work for their Help desk. I would be supporting their Paymentec customers. It seems like the best offer out of the few recieved. I’ve since told both US airways and Stream that I had to decline their offers. Now I’m in the free and clear for this job. It starts on the 29th.
In other job related news… Brandy was offered a job at IU Health. I’m glad for her. God really came through big, and now she has her foot in the door for other job opportunities that may arise in the future.
In a serious note and without any way to segue into the topic, I’ve been looking up the conditions of depression. It seems as if I have been in such a state for a couple months- if not more.
I guess a lot of it started in Gaston. Then it just kept growing with attempted but ultimately failed attempts at turning things around. I’m not really sure what to do. I think the only other time I felt this way so consistently was when I attended Cascade a few years back. I know we all go through good and bad times, but it seems really quiet lately when I pray. I don’t know what to do. Sometimes I don’t feel like I have much of a purpose. I know things are bad when I start losing my sense of purpose. I highly doubt the job that I’ve been offered will help in this area. A job where I’ll be lost amongst the multitude. Sigh
I’m really not trying to be negative, in fact I know that I am fortunate to have been offered a job.
Anyway… Moving on, I will start providing some care to Willie next week and going forward. Resuming the part time job I had a year or so back.
hmmm, there really hasn’t been much else going on. Drug testing and whatnot- nothing crazy interesting.
Until next time.
just Pray.
Woot, woot, I gotz a shout out! 😀 God is good, we must never forget that friend, even in times of despair and darkness. He never leaves us and you may not think you have a purpose in life, but God has a purpose for everyone. Remember, I went through a pretty bad time of depression. Counseling helped! I know you're not in a postion to go now, but maybe in the near future? I still have my moments, but they only last days instead of weeks or months. Depression is very serious, please get help when you are able. And I am always a text or call away if you need to talk. You are not alone, remember that. God places people in your life for a reason. Love you.
Congrats to your friend!