this is one of those nights where I want to relax and just listen to the sweet melodies of a piano playing all night.

 

i really like [this song.] – I relate to it.

 

this week.. made me really wonder about a lot of the things I thought I knew.  It’s all work stuff and it is boring for anyone else to read or talk about.  I know this, I just get frustrated when I’m told one thing and something else happens.  I’ve had that happen quite a bit lately.

 

JJ came over to the house for the first time this week.  Time must be going by quickly because it doesn’t feel like it has been a few months.  Maybe my clock is all messed up.  I was talking to one of my friends yesterday.  They’re like “yeah it’s been a while”.. I’m like – what.. a week?  big deal.  They informed me that it had been over 3 weeks since they’d seen me.

 

I took this Friday off work, mainly because I have a lot of time I need to take off and — well as of yet I really haven’t taken much of it.  I had lunch with my parents and went out with Brandy in the afternoon.  We went to see Drillbit Taylor.  Not a bad movie… not really a great one either.  But for two bucks I won’t complain.

 

We then ate at Red Robin, talked a little and called it a night.  I was supposed to do something later on in the night with JJ but he never got a hold of me, so I assume he found other plans.

 

Tonight I had wanted to do something.. just anything really.  I went to church and afterwards came home.  I ended up talking to a few friends via messengers.  Otherwise.. my evening was quiet.  I started off frustrated on how warm I was and that I have certain friends that only want to hang out with it is convenient for them to do so.  I listened to Blindside and.. that helped.  I ended up finishing off the night with calmer music.

 

I miss my brother and sister in law.  I had a ton of pictures to look at tonight and so it has been a somewhat reflective night.

 

Anyway.  I felt like I wanted to say more.  I guess I’ve said enough for the time being.

 

just Pray.