Hey everyone,

I come today with a question of what to do, a question of what you would do if you were me, or if you were you.

I have this friend. I know, crazy right? No but really, I have this friend.

They do things that annoy me. This person also does some things that hurt me, she cheats on me (We are serious at times)… ugh. I don’t know… is it worth staying around? She drives me crazy, and yes I’ve even talked to her about it verbally. These issues just haven’t went away. I’ve tried writing the things down and giving them to her. I thought it might help. I’ve had friends talk to her about it, even had pastors step in- but it makes no difference. (Yes, some of you don’t go to church but bare with me, it was someone that I hold respect for).

What should I do? She is fully aware of what she is doing, and she keeps dragging my emotions through the gutter. I love her. I can’t bare the thought of losing her, and yet she keeps hurting me. Why does she do this? Why are they all like this?

So, what would you do if you were me? I have to vent this, I have to release this stuff that has built up… I feel like I am at my wits end.

Only a few close people, (one.. maybe two) know about this situation. Sorry if it comes as a surprise.

I wrote a little tonight.. let me know what you think follow this link to read the newest stuff.

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“For though we live in the world, we do not wage war as the world does. The weapons we fight with are not the weapons of the world. On the contrary, they have divine power to demolish strongholds. We demolish arguments and ever pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ.” 2 Corinthians 10:3-5

Take care, God Bless

Pray Hard.
Ciao!