hey

Tonight I watched Peter Pan (the non-cartoon version) it wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be- I don’t like how they changed some things, I like other things.

I dunno.

I went for a nice walk tonight – it wasn’t raining or anything, but a little later on it started to rain. Apparently it is going to rain tomorrow 🙂 I like that. Its sleeping weather.

Lori called, and like five minutes into our conversation she was crying. She doesn’t know if she is over everything and if she is okay. She likes to believe that people randomly make stuff up about her. Yes Lori, you can believe that if you want to.

On Thursday I went to the girls basketball game, they didn’t win, but Erika got to play. She needs to be played more!

Nobody knows who that is, or not most people who read this but that’s okay.

I sent an email to my teacher asking him if I’m an asset to the department and why I’m not getting any scholarship for anything musical… and if I’m not an asset that I’ll drop out of choir and voices. I sent him an email like a week ago and I still have not been replied to.

They have a lot of Tri-Phi stuff, I’ve been told to get involved or try to ‘bond’ with the other members, and if that’s what it were about and why I joined yes, I would do it. I just want to serve, and thought this would be an outlet for it and it turns out its not. I am very much wanting to wash my hands from the whole thing, I’m holding on by a string and any push to either direction could make me break. I’m standing back right now and I want to see what direction things will go. That will be the deciding factor as to weather or not I am an ‘active’ member or not.

Its 4:39am and I haven’t slept yet and I am not a bit tired. I’m going to go…

Pray Hard, God Bless

Ciao