Friday Night
hey

So this is a private post, the first one in a long while, but I wanted to make it private so that I could keep track of my feelings. I know this, so essentially I’m talking to myself in this post, and hopefully someday to someone who I let read this.

Girl talk!

Hah, so I liked Stacie, and she is a great girl but the way she initially treated me differently after I told her that I liked her. I didn’t tell her anything else but that I liked her, because she had been telling me a lot of different things about her and I took a liking to her and her rich personality. She also was key in something, that was she was looking for and searching for the ‘one’ for herself, and that is what my heart longs for too. This is a pretty deep post..

‘Why do you Spoil everything – we have fun don’t we?’ – Peter Pan to Wendy

I feel like I do that when I tell a girl that I like her. I want to tell someone else that I like her, I think she likes me but I’m not good at picking up signals.

I must admit I see Stacie as much as a friend as I see Ruth. That being completely, and I’ve known this for a while now, but I think it should go unspoken.

The only other thing is that I like Erika, isn’t that funny? I sound like someone who doesn’t know what he wants, but she is unlike anyone else I have met. She keeps to herself as much as I do, she listens to the same type of music I do. Small things, and some big things that are similar, I am attracted to her personality, and after knowing her the little bit of time… I do I also find her simply beautiful. (as much as she wont believe this)

It feel so weird for me to actually be expressing these feelings if to nobody but myself and God.

This is all I am going to write for now, so I’m going to finish watching Peter Pan that Stacie let me borrow.

God Bless