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So today was alright.. I can’t really complain much…

I woke up (a good part of each day).. then I laid in bed til almost 1 because I was too lazy to get out of bed… and my back hurt. The backside of my knee and my wrist on a certain angle is hurting me. Hmm.. odd.

I didn’t end up finishing the City of Angels last night – I fell asleep at almost 2, I was falling asleep at like 1:45 but I was trying to see if I could stay awake for it all. Wasn’t going to happen.

Then what.. hmm.. think think think. I sound like pooh bear. Right now its 56 degrees and partly cloudy, if you didn’t guess.. the Weather channel is on. Now its off. Not too much later on in the day my parents told me about a dog-house they purchased… because we had one, but gave it to Michael for Dru, so our dogs didn’t have anything nice to sleep in. So then we went out to eat at TGIFridays, it was good. Food was good, service complemented the food.

I change gears a lot in my writing, so if you can’t keep up, read slower. haha… I think Lisa and Tara think something is up. I do need some space right now I suppose. It’s a good time to figure things out.. just think things over. Lots of options and lots of ways to handle things. Its not the fact that these people aren’t good friends, or that anyone I talk to and consider isn’t a good friend. Not what I said.. I know I have friends who are there who will listen to me. That’s not the issue.. don’t make this to be something bigger than it really is. I don’t have any issues with my friends that I am bringing out in the open. At church Cal touched briefly on the subject that I just talking about last night, and before church started I talked with my mom about the ‘talking to someone’ issue… so she wouldn’t freak out when she read my xanga. So ya. Oh… Got out of church and it was raining. Went home.. and watched the Blazers game, they lost to the Suns :o(

its 10:52 right now.. I want to say more. I just don’t know what. 9 people are online… I haven’t talked to anyone tonight cept for a few sentences with Ang, and Katie.

I feel like getting coffee at the xtreme bean but I don’t want to go alone. I don’t really want to call anyone to get coffee.. so maybe I’ll drive somewhere. Dunno. Needing to clear my head on things. You know I try to not post until I get 20 eprops or 10 comments? whatever comes first.. but I said ‘screw that’ lately. If nobody comments on my xanga that’s fine, nobody even has to read it.

I think thats it for now. Maybe I’ll update later

Take care, God Bless

Ciao