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So.. You all get to read this.. because thus far it has been public either way. If you wanna read her journal.. now… later.. whenever.. I made a link to her journal on this entry only.
*from Beckys xanga*
“…how weird that the same guy who used to hold me not too long ago and who i looked forward to seeing every day or talk to is now the guy who i try to avoid. the guy who i feel is not deserving to look at me. the guy who told me he really cared about me and then we break up and he compares me to his other exgirlfriend saying that he cared much more for her than he ever did for me. what a nice guy. he lied to me for a month. did he see that he was lying to me or to himself? or did he just realize his feelings for me were really nothing at all?…”
*my reply on her xanga*
You have no reason to feel like you need to avoid me. If you have a personal problem with me.. try getting over it because I have no problems with you.
I can see you in public.. talk to you.. I have no problems. I have nothing be ashamed of, and no regrets.
I realized my feelings for you were next to nothing, yes – this I admit. I realized it more after we broke up. They couldnt have been much more than weak feelings at best.. if not for the fact that we didn’t know each other that well.. then for the fact that we only dated for a few weeks.. In comparison with Sabrina… I made the comparison.. because I wasn’t in love with her, yet me and her talked for months and were so much deeper and entwined than me and you. Me and you dated for 3 weeks. You were so so so caught up in me, I think you made things in your head bigger and better than they ever were.. and thats okay. It was a learning experience for you, and for me. I dont think you were really mature enough for a relationship. I really didn’t feel the same on the emotional level that you did.. you were moving at lightspeed and didn’t want to wait for anything.
I rode the last 2 weeks of it out because people were telling me to give it a try.. if not for me… than for both our sakes.
When you want to talk.. when you’re ready to talk. I’ll be ready.
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Other than that stupid sutff… I had a good time last night…
Called Kaysie to find out how the Dr appt went, then went to the extreme bean and met with Lisa and Tara. Didn’t get home til late 2… almost 3ish, had a long talk or two.. with two different people.. if you can guess who they are.. then you’re pretty smart, then woke up today at 8am.
Thats it for now, take care – God Bless
Ciao
Update —
Hello Jason,
I am sorry for the confusion. Only some candidates are selected to actually receive the scenarios. After checking with the managers who interviewed you, I confirmed that you were not selected. A notification letter was mailed to you today
Thank you,
Hillery Grasso | Finance Staff Recruiter | University of Phoenix Online
—–Original Message—–
From: Jshox [mailto:me@jshox.com] Sent: Thursday, February 03, 2005 9:59 AM To hillery.grasso@phoenix.edu
Subject: Application Status
Hi,
My name is Jason *****, I came in for an interview on February 1st during the job fair that you were having onsite. I was told I would receive an email or two with some questions in them, and depending on how I responded a second interview would be set up. I have not received an email yet. The two men that interviewed me said that I would be getting the email within the next day or two, and needed to respond by noon today.
Thanks for your help
***end of message***
So thats it. Nothin more to say about that… Onward… to… other things.
Update
http://www.jshox.com