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So why haven’t I made this journal personal anymore? I don’t want Emily knowing anything that goes on in my life. I think it is time she moved on and stopped viewing my site. I bugs me that she still reads my site (IP Addresses are logged through server). So then what? I only can ask that she doesnt read this anymore. Its time to move on. I have.. you should too.

Things have been crazy lately.

I got a girlfriend last year. The 31st of December. Of all days.. that was the day. We went to the Blazers game..

Here’s a picture of us.

Then come 2 days ago we broke up. Major drama is involved with it all. So much.. its crazy… If I honestly knew it would put this kind of a wedge in my family I wouldn’t have gone out with her… but I’m still glad I did.. because I was able to see things from a different standpoint and now I can’t say that feel the same as I did before.

Then there is work.. right now I’m working 44 hours a week.. 4 days. Yeah.. so thats like going in at 6am and getting off at 5:30. Long days.. it makes for a really long week haha.. and for 4 days out of the week all I do is go to bed early get up go to work and do it all over again.

In otherwords.. I’m job hunting. They still want me… and stuff… but.. *shakes head* this is getting to be too much. Not only that but they have done a few other things that are damaging to the overall quality of my job.

How great is our God? I love it. Keep my head up.. from falling asleep.

As I said things have been very … busy lately. Its kept me tired.. and wanting to lay in bed and let the world move on for a day or week… without me. Some time.. to… relax.

Take care, God Bless

Pray Hard.

Ciao