Year: 2004

Hey people

2nd mid-morning post

Life’s good. Its been really busy, pretty much every day I’m busy. This is what I’ve been asking for – for so long, and I finally have it. As soon as I’m caught up in my class work for math (almost done with it) I’ll chat online more. Until then, wake up – school – work – homework – sleep. Nice little pattern I have going on.

Went bowling last night – it was my worst games in months. I don’t know what went wrong or what happened. Very odd….

What else is there to say? What do you wanna know about me? heh..

Hm….

Blazers lost the other night to the Hornets – If they loose to the Lakers tomorrow the push for the playoffs is going to be pretty much over 🙁

GO BLAZERS!

So yeah – Gods been good to me. Better than I deserve. I had a really tough week – last week – and he made it easier. I mean.. I was up til like 2 am or so each night doing homework, I was afraid of falling asleep at work and you know what? We had meetings almost every day. Pizza, new managers, the whole lot. So yeah.. that helped. It also helps when you are off the phone as much as humanly possible. Makes the job funner – if there is such a way.

Anything else? On my way to school today I saw a guy dressed at the bus stop – decked out in Blazers gear. And me? I’m wearin my Blazers shirt today. One of.. how many? heh

In other news : Meghan doesn’t return phone calls even if her machine says she does… and Emily might be baptized with me? That’d be cool.

Alright thats it for me, class is ending and I’ve already done some school work and email and this! I’m so productive. Its called multi-tasking.

Praise the Lord God Almighty! I Love you Lord

God Bless

Ciao!

P.S. Pray Hard for the ones you love.

Hey everyone

This is a first! this is a school time – Mid morning Post.

News news.. whats new?

My schedule for work was approved. So I’ll be working (when the times change on april 4th – time in AZ doesn’t change, but my work hours do) so I’ll be working from 10:30 – 7 on Sunday still, then Monday – Thursday from 12:30 to 8:00 and on Friday 12:30 – 4:30. Why 6 days? I had to. When the times change in the spring, we go back one hour (I was working 12:30 – 9:00) but now it would have been 11:30 to 8:00, and I have class still during that time, so I had to skim an hour off of each day and then I just made those hours up on Friday. So my only day off now is Saturday, and I get off work early friday evening. Its not so bad I suppose.

I tried to do two sections last night of my homework, but at 3am my mom woke up and told me to go to bed hahaha.. I ended up waking up at like 7? oh well. 4 hours aint so bad, and my homework? well… I tried. I’ll just have to do the same thing tonight, and so on. – I just hope I don’t fall asleep at work! heh, that wouldn’t be so good.

What else.. what else… I spoke to Zaka, so my long search to find her has paid off. It’s okay everyone.. She’s fine.

I…. think I’m done for now. The thing I need to do is pray more at night, like last night I was pretty tired, and just crashed when my mom told me to go to bed. I didn’t even put up a fight.. I was like.. “bed? – Ok.” So yeah… I gotta watch that.

Other than that.. I’m good. Its Good.

Next Mission : Talk to Brandy

God Bless!

Ciao

hey everyone.

I thought it was time for a big post.

So this is my attempt at a big post *cough*

My life! Wooo.. It has been Good. I’ve read some awesome books and I just want to read and understand and take in more. I don’t want to stop.. keep going.. I’ve got momentum!

Spring break just passed, I’ve been busy. Its a good busy.. the kind that keeps you going, but still making time to take care of your heart. Remember that… Take care of your heart first, then worry about everything else later. Good music is now playing on Shoxwave.com – go ahead.. take a gander, and listen up!!

I’ve talked to the church about being Baptized. Yeah.. for those of you who don’t know.. I’ve never been. So what better time than now? I also want to get involved with the church, and continue to learn, and then apply what I learn to my lifestyle. I’ve begun to – granted it’ll take time. Don’t get me wrong, its not all about actions or how you act or how you are…. or what you listen to.. it goes much deeper than that. I am just excited. Good times, really… moving times. Times where I’ve seen with my own eyes, with my two hands, how He has worked through me in someone elses life. Not just once either. *is pumped*

How about school? I wrote an essay as you can see from my last post. School is going well, but I should really start catching up on stuff or even getting ahead. The only class I’m ahead in is English! Go figure.

Anyway.. this is my post!

By the way.. Let nobody forget Katies Birthday

August 9th

I’m gunna go! I got messages waiting for me to answer!

God Bless!

Ciao!

The Struggle with Faith

All across America we are privileged for this is the land by the people and for the people. We can speak our minds and our thoughts on just about anything, but religion catches the eye. Religion is a controversial subject, especially when we speak of Christians. Over seas we are seen as a very privileged country to have the religious freedom rights that we have. As we look at ourselves in and out of the church as a body of Christ, we realize the struggles that are faced.Christian’s in America have very little faith compared to those in the same belief, in other countries.

In the Jesus Freak CD released by DC Talk, an announcer broadcasts over the airwaves the following statement, “The greatest single cause of atheism in the world today is Christians who acknowledge Jesus with their lips, then walk out the door and deny him by their lifestyle. That is what an unbelieving world simply finds unbelievable.” Let us call this the American system; although some may call it a personal system for the states, it is not the way to live a lifestyle. Many times it is the reason people do not wish to associate themselves with any particular religion, but nobody wants to be found guilty by association. So often than not, we are pushed to the conclusion by our own minds that we are better than others if we go to church, read the Bible, or pray every night.This is a far cry from the truth as we are all sinners and all imperfect. The only person to live a perfect sinless life is Jesus Christ.Most of the people that do make time to go to church don’t live by what they learn. A lot of the times they actually turn their head to the truth and live the direct opposite way the scripture tells them. We cannot see anything but a skeleton of faith stashed away in the closet, however, when it comes to the existence of Jesus Christ in their lives, we come to a similar conclusion.

There are some parts and aspects of our faith that many simply forget about. Finding actual Christians isn’t as hard as many would imagine. In fact, anyone can find people deep in faith in any religion. What sets us apart from anyone else in other countries with our struggles in this era? The answer may be in our biggest blessing – our freedom. It is not God’s fault for the way we are but in fact,it is our own fault and nobody wants to listen to the truth anymore. Just think of how many people wear a cross, proclaim Jesus Christ, then turn and forget what they’ve just uttered from their mouths. All they tend to leave behind are swears and filth that are smeared around their world. Jesus is not in our lives to make an impression but maybe it’s because our hearts aren’t pure. In the bible it says, “God blesses those whose hearts are pure, for they will see God.” Matthew 5:8. We, as a nation, do not appear to have a grasp on reality since we seem to sit back and watch as it slips through our hands like butter.

We struggle with the word of faith and bringing the truth to others. Our teeth are already rotten by all of the lies that pass through them on a daily basis, so much now that the lies and hypocritical faith just slip through our teeth smoother than floss. It’s a two edged sword, but if we are cut by it, we bleed and heal. If we really loved all of our brothers and sisters we would witness to them. In most cases we might get shot down, but it would all be worth the battle if even one person came to Christ. By having the cure to every hearts deepest desire and knowing how to get cured, many would spread the biggest secret in their life like a wildfire. The answer to the problem is: it’s a secret.In the same section of the bible, they talk a little more about faith when they say, “Let your light shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.”Matthew 5:16. Unworthy are we to not mention him in our lives, only talking to him when depressed and down, not giving praise when life is glorious.Glory is to God and no other, but we struggle with these words of faith.

In the Land of the free we struggle with the word of faith, while the worldwide population is ready to die for a chance to read the Bible. Stores of people across the world have them carving half the bible on walls in their homes, or memorizing numerous versions of the bible, word for word.In China, for every one person that is persecuted, 100 more come to Christ. Yet here in America, we want to blame God for what happens in our school systems, yet they do not allow God in our schools. We struggle as a nation but we are only the “Youth of a nation”.

© J.A.D. 2004

43 Minutes Early…

Happy Birthday Christi

Life has been great everyone….  words cannot describe.

By the way.. if anyone wants me to comment on their xanga, leave a comment, because I don’t have the time or enegry to go through and post on everyones site.

God Bless!

Ciao!

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