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Blazers lost last night, but .. Tonight they’re gunna win.
Year: 2004
hey
I am very pleased with this weekend. It sounds like the weekend has to live up to my standards doesnt it? I don’t mean for it to come across like that.
I loved it. The alone time.. the quiet. It was great.
That came later on… in the meantime.. lets talk about the weekend… or my so called weekend.
Thursday night Lisa came over and we watched the Blazers win.. it was good… then we went to Dennys and chatted for a while until she had to go home.
Friday was pretty good. I slept in and then hung out with Tara for a little… then she left and Lisa came over at the same time.. then I hung out with her.. (we were going to carpool to biblestudy to save gas and a trip)… we got her a headband at the mall. After that was done we played some basketball until we got a call from Andy (bible study leader) saying that it (bible study) was going to be canceled because one of his kids was sick. So then we didn’t know what to do.. so we went back to my house.. ate dinner and went to play basketball. I invited Becky even tho she was sick and not feeling well.. (smart huh?) hah.. and so she watched us play for a little bit. Lisa kept getting dizzy.. but did alright. I wanna see Tara play hahaha..
So the girls decided they would play 2 on 1, vs me. When I played Lisa I typically took the games (by ones to eleven) with a score of 1 to 11. Two on one they did a little better.. with a score of 2 to 11. Ah well. Can’t win em all.. right? Then Becky…. decided to go to Ihop, Tara called, and she came too. Lisa had to leave and was home by almost 1, but we still ended up talking for a long while.. till the wee hours in the morning. It was good.. I got to see Tara and Becky discuss some good subjects.
Went home.. slept.. woke up (best part of a day)..
On phone .. update more later.———————–
Alright.. so almost 2 hours later.. of the phone.. add in a shower.. and here I am… so Ill finish then go to bed.
So I was saying I woke up.. at like 12.. so then I kinda wasted time for a few hours.. then we left for lunch. At Burger King near the church some guy didn’t stop and ran thru the side wall of the resturant. It was crazy.. havent seen anythin like that before.. haha.. then the cops came and it was interesting. I say that word a lot. haha… SO yes.. we sat outside when we ate.. and the guy got like a few feet away from my car before he woulda hit it. Crazyness… then we went to church… good stuff.. talking about Christmas songs and history.. and the meaning behind the words.. the context .. and the vision.
Went to 2|42.. left early.. because again I didn’t feel like I should be there.
Told Lisa to not worry because everything was fine.
I drove around for a few hours listening to worship music but not really getting into it like I had hoped. So then I went to my ‘roots’ and prayed for an hour or so. It was good.. really good. When you cry.. and pray.. your soul is re-aligned with God. oh it was good 😉 I was happy after that.
Checked my phone.. had tons of text messages and few voicemails from lisa.. she was worried… texted her back assuring her nothing was wrong.
Then I talked to Tara for a little bit .. followed by Becky (unexpected) .. I talked to her to make her go to bed.. and I ended up keeping her awake. I’m hooorible. heh
So here I am.. thats it. I’m good to go….. to bed. So thats what I’m going to do.
I’m thinking of VTO’ing tomorrow. Not sure yet…
Have a Great Sunday.. and I’ll talk to you all later!! (time is currently 1am sunday)
So I took everyones advice. I even strayed away from the drama… and this is the outcome :
DCxr7: hi
Eshox23: hey
DCxr7: so.o do you want to go to the Blazers game?
DCxr7: if you don’t let me know and I’ll find someone else to go.. then we wont have to waste the night
Eshox23: Well, I’d love to go.. but if theres someone else that you’d want to go instead, then they can go in my place
DCxr7: You would love to go?
Eshox23: of course
DCxr7: since when?
Eshox23: But that’s okay
Eshox23: someone else can go if you want
Eshox23: I’m always up to going to games, when haven’t I been?
DCxr7: Do you want to go or not? Its a waste of time and money if you dont want to go.
DCxr7: I can find someone who does want to go.
Eshox23: I’d rather leave that up to you.. because you asked me to go. if you’d rather have someone else go – then have them go, because I don’t want you not having a good time if I went.
DCxr7: Im asking you
Eshox23: so you can ask someone else to go if you want.
DCxr7: Do you want to go to the game with me.. sitting next to me.. the whole game.. the ride to the game.. the ride home… yes or no?
Eshox23: I want to know – you did ask me to go.. but it was because I WAS someone whod actually have the same amont of excitement as you.. BUT.. do you really want me to go.
DCxr7: Yes or no?
Eshox23: I don’t mind any of that actually.. what you stated above
Eshox23: but I want to know if you want me to go or not
DCxr7: I’ll tell you after you answer me
DCxr7: so whats the answer?
DCxr7: well while you think about it.. ill be back.
DCxr7: alright so whats the answer?
Eshox23: My answer is.. I’m going to pass on this game. Hope you have fun with whomever you invite to take my place!
DCxr7: k
DCxr7: my answer is I invited you because you were a blazers fan and to try and mend things to see how it went
Eshox23: Another thing is – I work on Sundays now.. and since that’s the first of the month *yes it still being the 2nd though* I don’t have the advantage of taking it off.
Eshox23: *unless I don’t have a job by then* then I would be able to
Eshox23: And to tell you the truth – a Blazers game.. sometimes seemed to mend things a lot of the times between us
Eshox23: I hope you have a fun time though.. hopefully Ill see you on the news or something lol
DCxr7: goodnight
Eshox23: bye
