Sometimes things happen and you can’t change them.

Even if looking back, you don’t want those things to happen… can’t change your past.

I could be setting myself up for a deep post… but I’m not sure where its going to end up. I know what I want and need to say and just get off my chest.

This is basically geared towards Sabrina.. I have had lots of time to think and digest about everything that has happened… and it is only right that I tell everyone.. including Sabrina.. this.

I do regret getting in a relationship with her. I think it was rather foolish of me… and I think some whirlwind emotions made me think that I was actually in love…

obviously that was not the case, I wasn’t in love… if it seemed like it was.. then it was all in my mind or just some emotions playing games with me.

because I have experienced love once before in my life.. and it wasn’t anything like this.

She lives in Pinole Cali., and what I did.. was flew out to San Francisco to meet her.. (if nobody knows this you all can go back to my first few posts and read all about it)

We met up… held hands.. and…. kissed.

That is another thing I regret… kissing her. I mean.. I am very very picky on who I kiss… she was the 2nd person (still to this day) that I’ve kissed… the first being Lori.

The whole story with Sabrina is filled with regrets. I was going through rough times.. and speaking from a standpoint in my faith.. it wasn’t wise to do. I wasn’t in the right frame of mind.. I think maybe I was looking for an excuse so I couldn’t go to the Honor Academy because I didn’t feel like it was the right time for me to be leaving home.

So thats all I have to say… I’ll make another post about my weekend later on tonight.. but thats all for now.

Much Love

God Bless