I have deicided I am not going to go to the Honor Academy… becuase if I did.. I would have to break it off with Sabrina. I love her too much to let her go. College? Coummunity college is what I’m going to do.

I’m going to buy a car,.. keep my job at Sears and pursue this relationship with Sabrina.

I had a hecka long conversation with Sabrina tonight.. and it was really good to talk with her and figure out what we both wanted in this relationship. We both want the same thing.. both are on the same track.. and.. its – crazy.

Things are going to change.. for the better. I can’t wait.