Saturday – September 27th 2003

NOTE TO ALL*we will be driving back down to PHX not flying so we must start our departure back down today asap*

We woke up at 4am and drove back to San Francisco.

11:30 – Arrive in San Francisco and meet up with my baby *after a little confusion*

I wanted to talk to her and her ONLY. But our parents were around us the whole time, so we really didn’t get a lot of alone time. Not bad tho.. I got to see her again.. hold her hands… and look into her eyes. I love her so much.

Then we went and hid from our parents while they went into the giftshop. Yeah… her mom called like 5 minutes later, called us out.. and my dad was all, well were gunna get going so lets take the pictures.

I wanted to hug her- but I didn’t want her mom to hate me… so we just kinda stood next to each other and took the picture.

Our parents were pretty cool and was like “we’ll let you say goodbye and come when you’re both done”

GOSH I just wanted to stand there forever with her. I took her hands and hugged her. I WAS SO reluctant to say goodbye, but I did. She gave me two rings! I could have cried.. I felt tears. Awwww it was sad. I kissed her again on the lips.. *no it wasnt only 3 times.. I swear I got more than 3 – lol.. I wasn’t couting.. but it WAS more than 3 mmk?*

NOTE : she still owes me her tounge

She walked off and I didn’t want to leave… I wanted to stay with her 🙁

So I got in the car and we started to drive back. Every time I missed her I would clutch the two rings she gave me *that hang on my chain* Ones a turtle, the others a star one. When I touch it – its like I’m touching a part of her- very distant – but still. And everytime I look in the mirror I see my chain and I think of her – and boom.. a big smile explodes on my face.

8:40 – we stop a few minutes outside of LA, to sleep.

9:30 – 1:00 – I talk my baby to sleep trying to tell her and explain to her how much she means to me.