There is something amazing about watching the sunrise… even after a night of restless sleep. It is here that though my eyes are heavy they can see more clearly than most other moments. There is something fascinating about seeing the moon disappear into the sky. Seeing night change to day gives a new perspective and evidence of […]

I spent the last week in sacramento working on some research for a book of mine. While I was away my phone number changed and the new number was given to very few individuals. Mostly because I was caring a track phone until the new phone was ready. However, one of my friends from college couldn’t get

    Your Name’s Meaning is Your Unique Quality of Consciousness – Your Natural Genius Name: Maryia Sky Parish Expression..: 76 / 13 / 4 You are the builder of the world. With your organized, efficient approach everything gets done right the first time. You emanate security and would sacrifice your own desires for your

    One never really understands their life until they are able to look back and see the value. I just spent a couple of hours backing up my photo’s from my hard drive to the internet. It was an interesting experience. I have rummaged through everything from high school dances to college outings… from

I hate dating. I hate the process of meeting new people with the intention that you may one day like each other enough to be involved in some kind of committed relationship. I hate the awkward first moments when neither person knows what to say. I hate falling hard for someone who will leave in

    What is there to say about this week… it’s been crazy. Today is Monday. I had a dream last night that someone attacked me. I woke up with my pillow in a lock. I couldn’t  help but laugh. I believed this was my cue to go back. But maybe I’m wrong. Maybe I

    It’s strange to be where I am today. I look around and I am nowhere that I expected I would be. I will not weep. I will rejoice. Struggles make me strong. Trials make me sturdy. I’ve been pretty sad lately. I don’t show it as well as I should. But I don’t

  Current mood:exhausted Sleep escapes my unlacing breath… Insomnia soars through my cerebral veins. I simply enough cannot sleep. I try to walk it off. I lay back down and I try to dream. I toss and I turn. A million thoughts continue to run through my mind. Maybe I need a sedative. I hate

If you think you’re on here by accident (there are no accidents!)then please understand this blog is of sensitive information(probably because I am actually admitting to being a stupid girl instead of a strong woman… but I have just started writing it so I’m not sure yet). Also please realize that on my preferred blogs

More venting 😉 Sometimes I find that life really stings… it’s as if someone takes a stick and swings it across your abdomen until the invisible welts are all you feel. Right now… life stings. I feel like a big looser. A few months ago I lost my job due to cut backs in the