My Personality Profile according to Numbers… LOL

 
 Your Name’s Meaning is Your Unique Quality of Consciousness – Your Natural GeniusName: Maryia Sky Parish
Expression..: 76 / 13 / 4 You are the builder of the world. With your organized, efficient approach everything gets done right the first time. You emanate security and would sacrifice your own desires for your family and anyone or anything else that you considered a responsibility. You have a relentless eye for value and quality and you have the patience and determination to work for it.Soul Urge..: 35 / 8 Achievement is your motivating force and you will take on the biggest challenge in order to make the longest strides. You will often be chosen as the leader in groups and in functions where organization, strength and determination is needed. Psychology interests you because it enables you to understand the people that you are leading, as well as the competition. Inside, you have the need to excel.Personality..: 41 / 5 You’ve got charisma, and a following to prove it. You live by your belief that change is progress, and so there tends to be a quick turn over in your relationships, jobs and even educational interests. You are the proverbial, ” jack of all trades-master of none.”, and this gives you a multi-dimensionality that befriends you to people of every walk of life. You are colorful in your dress and possess a magnetic sensuality.
 

Hours uploading years of memories

 

 

One never really understands their life until they are able to look back and see the value. I just spent a couple of hours backing up my photo’s from my hard drive to the internet. It was an interesting experience. I have rummaged through everything from high school dances to college outings… from Delta retreats to midnight adventures with the 3rd and 1st floor girls… experiences that have shown me that I am not merely going through the motions in life… but living to an extent beyond any measurable value. I know that when I fall into the grave it will be a life worth lived and a time for much rest! In my photo’s I see lifetime friends and short term roommates.  I see times that made me happy… and times that  made me sad. I see the results of risk taking and the advantages of being cautious. I see stupidity and I see responsibility. I have struggled but I have had a good life. Remember, Value and EMBRACE the good, grab what you can from the ugly and discard anything else. Make life   your journey… I know I have. I wish that I could share with you each of these adventures. It’s been quite beautiful. I can honestly and humbly see God’s handiwork along the way. Yes I am spelling a million and three things wrong. I don’t care. I’m sure you’ll deal  with it in your own way.  Really I’m just thinking on paper anyway. Tomorrow is a new day for me to embrace…. and just like these photo’s I pray that something wonderful and memorable embraces me, tracing the outline of the woman I have become and leading the way to the woman I will be… AH THE MEMORIES! 

 

Covered in Contradictions

I hate dating. I hate the process of meeting new people with the intention that you may one day like each other enough to be involved in some kind of committed relationship. I hate the awkward first moments when neither person knows what to say. I hate falling hard for someone who will leave in a matter of months. I hate deception. I hate disloyalty. I hate that I’m using the word hate so much. It’s funny though… because dating is also fun and exciting and new each time. Once the awkward moments have passed and the person has grown on you things become… different. At this time in my life, it’s just not worth it. I don’t want it anywhere near me. I just want a job, my best friends, my FAITH, and Martial arts. I would be happy with that in my life at this time. As for the future…who knows?! I’ll deal with it when it gets here. Step by step by step. I’m just having a blast right now being a minimalist on a journey that is becoming quite the exciting adventure. I hate it and love it at the same time. I don’t have time for much else. I don’t want time for much else. Please just let me have some time appreciating the simple things in life before the complex ones become more apparent.