I can’t help but write at times like these… times when my mind is flowing with ideas… flowing so fluently that I cannot rest my eyes. For when I try my thoughts turn into visions… each little movie screen dances across my closed lids.  I watch the clock… Tick Tock Tick Tock…it continues to spin…

    A year ago two days from now I graduated college. I feel like I should celebrate. Have a glass of wine and toast the world. Maybe take a trip and see some waves. I don’t know. What an odd and strange accomplishment… something they all said I could never do. I don’t know……

    ♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦ Fear. Thoughts. Excitement. Adventure. Today. Yesterday. Tomorrow. Sight. Touch. Smell. Joy. Sorrow. happiness. ♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦♦ My dreams were big or so I thought. I held them tight until I forgot. The dreams I dreamt for myself were hardly grand. The dreams I dreamt for myself I wanted to demand. But they were small…