Can someone please tell me what happened to the last 10 years of my life? It’s odd it appears to have evaporated. I suppose that time will do that to you. Today … well today has been a bit rough. I’m exhausted and do not want to write this paper. It’s so hard to get…

I’m one of those people that has to be sure about everything… well the big stuff anyway. I don’t like guessing. I don’t like taking chances. I used to take more chances but when you get burned it makes you more careful… it’s normal. It happens to everyone and it’s part of life. Getting burned…

Well,It’s been a while since I’ve written in this thing. I’ve had a few weeks of living at home… well at my dads. It’s been years since I’ve been here. There is something quiet about the country, something that makes you think. In many ways I’ve hated it. But many good things have come from…