There is something about failing yourself that makes life a tad challenging… My shiny new belt was placed in my hands and I surprisingly wanted nothing to do with it. It reminded me of all of the mistakes I had made despite the effort and work that I had put into it. I placed it…
Yesterday was really quite challenging for me. I find that my S.A. (social anxiety) is progressively getting worse these days. I felt physically ill before yesterdays test and had to use way too much energy and concentration to get myself to quit shaking and calm down. I felt like such a loser, I can honestly…
Can I be honest with you? Can I tell you the truth about my life right now? As I sit here and listen to one of my favorite bands (Mono) I feel completely at ease. I’m not usually much of a feeling person but there is something about this group that strikes a chord deep…