And teach myself to disregard

People think that because I don’t cry and because they often find me smiling that my life is perfect… wow. If they only knew. I’m going to write this blog as my preferred list only that means close friends and family. If you’re on here by accident then just try not to share the information with anyone. Please.

This week has been a crazy weird adventure for me. It started on Sunday when I woke up sick. It sucked. I wanted to learn with everyone else but I had to tell myself no.

Monday rolled around and I distributed Britt’s first test. It didn’t go as well as I had planned.I decided I needed some time off. I just had a gut feeling that I would need it this week. My gut was right.

Tuesday I hungout with my sister, Angel, and that was nice. I love seeing my little nieces!

Last night I found out that Oliver died. I know that I haven’t seen him in a couple of years. You always think that there is time to go home and visit… I procrastinated. I missed my chance. Now he’s gone. A man that I have known and adored since I was 8 years old. I think I’m taking it better than I should be. The funeral is on Sunday. We’ll see then. Thank heavens I compartmentalize my life. I don’t think I’d do well if everyone could see everything that is going on. That’s why I am just writing to those who know me really well… and the list is short.

I suppose those are the BIG things. Well there is one more but it’s a silly girl thing that I don’t really care to talk about. And it seems so small when paired next to the others. I suppose life marches on now right? Everything always works out. My head is still up high. I’m a little sad but I’m okay. I know everything will be okay. However, if I seem a little off this next week now you know why. I’ll be back to normal before you know it. Love ya all! Thanks for just being you.

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