Random Thoughts About Life on This Planet

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Fear.
Thoughts.
Excitement.
Adventure.
Today.
Yesterday.
Tomorrow.

Sight.
Touch.
Smell.

Joy.
Sorrow.
happiness.
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My dreams were big or so I thought. I held them tight until I forgot. The dreams I dreamt for myself were hardly grand. The dreams I dreamt for myself I wanted to demand. But they were small and small indeed. They were small and nothing that I would need. Want had filled my greedy soul. Vanity began to make me my own fool. Big dreams and big university and big debt was placed upon my plate. I thought it was what I wanted. But it wasn’t. I thought that because of my brain I was supposed to learn and learn and learn… and I thought because I was given a mind like this that that’s what I was supposed to do with my life. Now I’m not so sure. I don’t know if I ever will go to graduate school or go into research or publish a book or find a cure for some random disease. I HAVE NO IDEA. So today I re-evaluated my vision for my life and decieded to do what I always have known is the right thing to do… give it to God.

I placed my vision of tomorrow in the palm of my hand. It’s texture was smooth and its shape round, or so I thought. It made its way into my fingertips as if it were a skipping stone. I raised my hand and twisted it… letting it go into the lake, the lake of the unknown. The universe spun it around and around skipping each dream across the stars. I let my vision go. I let it skip and jump and spin into something that I could never see with my own eyes. My dreams were so small in comparison to those that the Creator had for me… has for me. My imagination still cannot comprehend the good He has in store for me.
So I wait…
I wait on His vision for me.
And whatever it is…
I give it to Him.