I don’t know what it is about waking up early and thinking WAY too much! I woke up at 4:30 this morning and couldn’t get back to sleep. My mind was weaving thoughts around and around like a spider with its web. I thought about the mistakes I’ve made, the ones that I never want to and the God that I love who looks at me with the same love as He did before I was born… before my mistakes. It is here that I wonder how he can just sit them aside and love me anyway. I’ve hurt many people, I’d like to believe that most of them were not intentional, but I hurt them nonetheless. And He continues to look at me with those same eyes… with that same love and I become inspired by His perfect love. His love that has never ended, never left me and never will. I am sorry if much of this turns out making no sense at all… I’m still pretty tired. But I still cannot help thinking about Him. How I want to be more like Him. How wonderful and forgiving He is… I’m still in awe. There really is no point to this blog… I was just thinking about how BLESSED I am to have a God who loves me like He does! I think that’s something special. And even in the early morning I can’t help but be excited and amazed.
