Where did you go?

Can someone please tell me what happened to the last 10 years of my life? It’s odd it appears to have evaporated. I suppose that time will do that to you. Today … well today has been a bit rough. I’m exhausted and do not want to write this paper. It’s so hard to get motivated some days. I would much rather take a nap. Right now I’m on week 4…. sigh. 2 more weeks to go after this one! And 15 days until my birthday. So close to graduation. So close to aging. Overwhelmed. Stressed. Exhausted. I suppose most would say that this is normal? I don’t know. I keep playing this Taylor Swift song in my head. Over and Over and Over again. It’s called “Never Grow Up”. It’s not realistic but I can certainly relate. I can’t help but wish that I had “never grown up”. I can’t believe my life is just flying by. I plan, plan, plan… but when do I get a chance to live?