Well I have never been a fan of dieting and have been very outspoken about it. I know that dieting is dumb because in the end you gain all of the weight back. But what is appealing is the time it takes you to lose the weight. I have 2 months to lose 5 in. This I believe is impossible. So I am doing the dumb diet thing and lose some quick weight before the wedding. Today is day one. I am not very excited or motivated but withP90x I had only lost one tiny pound in 6 weeks. Now I have to diet and workout. Yucky. I had changed my eating habits so I hadn’t gained weight but I hadn’t lost any either. With P90x I gained muscle but it didn’t help that the muscle was just building up under my fat. My whole life I have been against dieting. I had been pro lifestyle changes and up until now, when I need to lose the most weight The changes have worked. So as the hypocritical person within… I am doing something that I am so against. I have to lose this weight! I want to fit into that stupid dress. I don’t want to be this big. After the wedding is over I will have to work twice as hard to keep the weight off…the right way.i will have to find a way to lose the weight and keep it offhand not be a crazy maniac when it comes to working out. Sigh. This has to happen. But for the next two months I will be a hypocrite 🙁
