Those paradisiacal words of yours

I returned home from the beach yesterday and looked in the mirror at my lobster-like face. I had to laugh at myself because I haven’t looked quite this “bright” since Mexico several years ago. There is something about the ocean that is absolutely beautiful. You can talk about everything under the sun and be so distracted by aesthetics that you don’t even notice that your skin is burning beneath the brilliant blue summer sky.  It was a lot of fun.

And though yesterday was a beautiful day… I couldn’t sleep last night. Possibly a combination of the ardent and blazing summer forecast along side those paradisaical and brilliantly written words of yours that I read. As they fell into my mind they began playing over and over in my head. The brilliance and romance of the writing… maybe it was yours maybe it was someone elses. The beauty took my breath away nonetheless. Especially when it came from a deep thinker who on a regular basis has so few words to say. Each character combined with the other were beautifully breathtaking.

I wish you could see in you what I do… and what so many others do. You must be one of the most admirable people I have ever encountered.  Such high integrity and a wonderful smile when you show it. I am inspired by your honesty. Sometimes so confused yet you seem to have so many answers, and the ones you don’t you are continually searching for. I wish that I could get to know that mind better.  I’m so curious about what is locked inside. From the outside everything looks so beautiful, though I can see that you’ve been through a lot.  I wish you would let me get to know you and though I wonder if that will ever be a possibility… I continue to be intrigued by you.

Guess I’m just being a girl.