And teach myself to disregard
This week has been a crazy weird adventure for me. It started on Sunday when I woke up sick. It sucked. I wanted to learn with everyone else but I had to tell myself no.
Monday rolled around and I distributed Britt’s first test. It didn’t go as well as I had planned.I decided I needed some time off. I just had a gut feeling that I would need it this week. My gut was right.
Tuesday I hungout with my sister, Angel, and that was nice. I love seeing my little nieces!
Last night I found out that Oliver died. I know that I haven’t seen him in a couple of years. You always think that there is time to go home and visit… I procrastinated. I missed my chance. Now he’s gone. A man that I have known and adored since I was 8 years old. I think I’m taking it better than I should be. The funeral is on Sunday. We’ll see then. Thank heavens I compartmentalize my life. I don’t think I’d do well if everyone could see everything that is going on. That’s why I am just writing to those who know me really well… and the list is short.
I suppose those are the BIG things. Well there is one more but it’s a silly girl thing that I don’t really care to talk about. And it seems so small when paired next to the others. I suppose life marches on now right? Everything always works out. My head is still up high. I’m a little sad but I’m okay. I know everything will be okay. However, if I seem a little off this next week now you know why. I’ll be back to normal before you know it. Love ya all! Thanks for just being you.