I hate dating. I hate the process of meeting new people with the intention that you may one day like each other enough to be involved in some kind of committed relationship. I hate the awkward first moments when neither person knows what to say. I hate falling hard for someone who will leave in a matter of months. I hate deception. I hate disloyalty. I hate that I’m using the word hate so much. It’s funny though… because dating is also fun and exciting and new each time. Once the awkward moments have passed and the person has grown on you things become… different. At this time in my life, it’s just not worth it. I don’t want it anywhere near me. I just want a job, my best friends, my FAITH, and Martial arts. I would be happy with that in my life at this time. As for the future…who knows?! I’ll deal with it when it gets here. Step by step by step. I’m just having a blast right now being a minimalist on a journey that is becoming quite the exciting adventure. I hate it and love it at the same time. I don’t have time for much else. I don’t want time for much else. Please just let me have some time appreciating the simple things in life before the complex ones become more apparent.
