{"id":716,"date":"2008-06-08T06:27:00","date_gmt":"2008-06-08T06:27:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jshox.com\/jay\/?p=716"},"modified":"2008-06-08T06:27:00","modified_gmt":"2008-06-08T06:27:00","slug":"716","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jshox.com\/jay\/2008\/06\/08\/716\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"

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this is one of those nights where I want to relax and just listen to the sweet melodies of a piano playing all night.<\/div>\n

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i really like [this song.<\/a>] – I relate to it.<\/div>\n

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this week.. made me really wonder about a lot of the things I thought I knew.  It’s all work stuff and it is boring for anyone else to read or talk about.  I know this, I just get frustrated when I’m told one thing and something else happens.  I’ve had that happen quite a bit lately.<\/div>\n

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JJ came over to the house for the first time this week.  Time must be going by quickly because it doesn’t feel like it has been a few months.  Maybe my clock is all messed up.  I was talking to one of my friends yesterday.  They’re like “yeah it’s been a while”.. I’m like – what.. a week?  big deal.  They informed me that it had been over 3 weeks since they’d seen me.<\/div>\n

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I took this Friday off work, mainly because I have a lot of time I need to take off and — well as of yet I really haven’t taken much of it.  I had lunch with my parents and went out with Brandy in the afternoon.  We went to see Drillbit Taylor.  Not a bad movie… not really a great one either.  But for two bucks I won’t complain.<\/div>\n

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We then ate at Red Robin, talked a little and called it a night.  I was supposed to do something later on in the night with JJ but he never got a hold of me, so I assume he found other plans.<\/div>\n

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Tonight I had wanted to do something.. just anything really.  I went to church and afterwards came home.  I ended up talking to a few friends via messengers.  Otherwise.. my evening was quiet.  I started off frustrated on how warm I was and that I have certain friends that only want to hang out with it is convenient for them to do so.  I listened to Blindside and.. that helped.  I ended up finishing off the night with calmer music.<\/div>\n

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I miss my brother and sister in law.  I had a ton of pictures to look at tonight and so it has been a somewhat reflective night.<\/div>\n

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Anyway.  I felt like I wanted to say more.  I guess I’ve said enough for the time being.<\/div>\n

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just Pray.<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

hey this is one of those nights where I want to relax and just listen to the sweet melodies of a piano playing all night.   i really like [this song.] – I relate to it.   this week.. made me really wonder about a lot of the things I thought I knew.  It’s all…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"_kad_post_classname":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-716","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":430,"url":"https:\/\/jshox.com\/jay\/2005\/11\/12\/430\/","url_meta":{"origin":716,"position":0},"title":"Friday NightheySo this is a\u2026","author":"me@jshox.com","date":"November 12, 2005","format":false,"excerpt":"Friday NightheySo this is a private post, the first one in a long while, but I wanted to make it private so that I could keep track of my feelings. 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