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it’s late, and I’m not sleepy enough to be asleep so I thought Id hop on here and blog a little. I’ve been meaning to for the past couple days. Just keep pushing it off.. or telling myself Id do it in an hour- then forget.<\/p>\n
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This past week at work went by very slowly. Not really sure why, but I can say that Friday was probably the worst day I’ve had since I’ve been working there. It wasn’t so much fun, not the company or anything. More that my job itself is changing.. and that’s as far as I’m going to talk about it for now. Things don’t seem like they will be getting better anytime soon.. but who knows. We shall see where this boat sails.<\/p>\n
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I finally watched Dan in Real Life tonight. I liked the movie – thought it was very good. I also liked the scene locations and so I looked up where it was filmed. 3 places. New Jersey, New York City, Rhode Island.. all filmed during the fall.<\/p>\n
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I kind of want my blogs to have that same type of spark you can see when your at a coffee shop and someone has a twinkle in their eye and an idea so ready to spill they write it on the back of a napkin. Id love to have that type of blog, or even train of thought.. it just isn’t coming.<\/p>\n
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Hmm, I am not sure if it is common to have a lot of internal thought. I’ve noticed a lot – either in movies or from other people talking, that there is this constant .. sort of self talk that goes on all throughout peoples days. Like you see someone walking and you think “wow look at the…” or whatever. I have come to the conclusion that I don’t have those .. or really any kind of self talk.<\/p>\n
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Okay, correction… it’s not that I don’t have ANY- but if I have it, I know I’m doing it… and then it’s like I’m talking to myself.. less of this internal thought. And when I do have this “internal thought” I am winding down from my day, going over situations or conversations. I’m not near anyone, or thinking of a reply or anything. I’m not sure if that makes my life so<\/em> much less interesting than others or<\/em> if i’m kinda normal for not having that type of thought process.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Its random.. I know. Its been my thoughts lately that if I only had more internal thoughts like that– maybe things would be more interesting.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n I want to go on a road trip, who’s with me? *silence fills the room* Ah well.. maybe next time.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Endquote<\/p>\n <\/p>\n “Love isn’t a feeling, it’s a choice.” – From Dan in Real Life<\/p>\n <\/p>\n just Pray<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" hey it’s late, and I’m not sleepy enough to be asleep so I thought Id hop on here and blog a little. I’ve been meaning to for the past couple days. Just keep pushing it off.. or telling myself Id do it in an hour- then forget. 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