Hey<\/p>\n
I was going to update a few days ago, but decided against on the fact that I wasn’t motivated enough.<\/p>\n
So, this much is true- Sacramento reminds me of San Francisco, & San Francisco reminds me of what Might have been. When I was riding through the streets of Sacramento I couldn’t help but think of what my life might have turned out like had I made some different choices. What a trip that can be. Northern California – I think I’ll always feel that way even if in the smallest way.<\/p>\n
So I’m back, again.<\/p>\n
This time all moved in.<\/p>\n
Fun, except – not. I hate moving. In fact.. I loathe it. yes, for real.<\/p>\n
I went to an interview today. They told me I have the job if I want it, I might end up taking it. I have a week to mull on it. I also have at least one or two other jobs to consider that want me to work for them. So that much is encouraging.<\/p>\n
It feels like I never left. Many at Cascade don’t know, still don’t, and frankly don’t care enough to know in the first place. One person I told and they remarked “what the hell is wrong with you?” yep, thats why I don’t tell people. Thanks for reminding me.<\/p>\n
This is all I have for now.<\/p>\n
[“In the arms of your mercy I find rest, cuz you know just how far the east is from the west, from one scared hand to the other” – Casting Crowns]<\/p>\n
just Pray<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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