{"id":622,"date":"2007-05-18T08:04:00","date_gmt":"2007-05-18T08:04:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jshox.com\/jay\/?p=622"},"modified":"2007-05-18T08:04:00","modified_gmt":"2007-05-18T08:04:00","slug":"622","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jshox.com\/jay\/2007\/05\/18\/622\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I don&#8217;t want to complain&#8230; <\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>I just have this pit in my stomach and my back is hurting&#8230; &nbsp;I don&#8217;t know why&#8230;..<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>I feel like having people around but not talking to them.&nbsp; Just to have the company, you know?&nbsp; JJ has been over my house this week I think every day.&nbsp; We have been spending tons of time together and thats cool with me, but I still have this pit.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>We watching Smoking Aces tonight.&nbsp; I wouldn&#8217;t recommend it.&nbsp; Maybe a rating of 2 out of 10.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve applied for jobs &#8211; I just haven&#8217;t gotten a call back yet.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>It kinda sorta just flat out sucks.&nbsp; I went to the job fair.&nbsp; I am going to post pictures of it &#8211; only because my brother will eventually read this post, and he loves the Cardinals (it was at Cardinals stadium).<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>So they had a lot of jobs &#8211; like the supermarket.. Fry&#8217;s or Bashas.&nbsp; I also saw Home Depot, and I was told Denny&#8217;s was on hand.&nbsp; Fun times.&nbsp; Including a grip load of outbound call center jobs.&nbsp; A few inbound that were saying you could earn 143,000 in the first year.&nbsp; Holy Cow!&nbsp; No thanks.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>Sorry for the quality.&nbsp; They were taken with my phone&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/photo.xanga.com\/jshox\/8aea2123328678\/photo.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"border-width:0;\" alt=\"0516071226\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/x8a.xanga.com\/ea2d955043435123328678\/z89106995.jpg?w=400\" ><\/a> <\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>Walking up, we had to park a little away&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/photo.xanga.com\/jshox\/89e4f123328680\/photo.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"border-width:0;\" alt=\"0516071231\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/x89.xanga.com\/e4fd755a56633123328680\/z89106997.jpg?w=400\" ><\/a> <\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>They had us herded around like cattle&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/photo.xanga.com\/jshox\/51dbf123328691\/photo.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"border-width:0;\" alt=\"0516071233\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/x51.xanga.com\/dbfd472356130123328691\/z89107007.jpg?w=400\" ><\/a><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>The main entry way&#8230;&nbsp;&nbsp;yes blurry oh well.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/photo.xanga.com\/jshox\/9499a123328701\/photo.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"border-width:0;\" alt=\"0516071236\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/x94.xanga.com\/99a8225b24db8123328701\/z89107015.jpg?w=400\" ><\/a> <\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>They had about 10 aisles you could go down&#8230; we went down all of them at least once.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/photo.xanga.com\/jshox\/6f0dc123328705\/photo.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"border-width:0;\" alt=\"0516071236a\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/x6f.xanga.com\/0dcd415043030123328705\/z89107018.jpg?w=400\" ><\/a> <\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>AZ Cardinals.&nbsp; woohoo<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/photo.xanga.com\/jshox\/eea68123328806\/photo.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"border-width:0;\" alt=\"0516071236b\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xee.xanga.com\/a68d4751c4c30123328806\/z89107105.jpg?w=400\" ><\/a> <\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>And the dome overhead..<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/photo.xanga.com\/jshox\/1a5c6123328813\/photo.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"border-width:0;\" alt=\"0516071317\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/x1a.xanga.com\/5c6d545458431123328813\/z89107112.jpg?w=400\" ><\/a> <\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>And all the people&#8230; in the Zone \ud83d\ude09 haha<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/photo.xanga.com\/jshox\/6196d123328816\/photo.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"border-width:0;\" alt=\"0516071343\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/x61.xanga.com\/96dd4a51c4c30123328816\/z89107115.jpg?w=400\" ><\/a> <\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>We stopped at the team shop after being frustrated of not finding anything.&nbsp; They had this thing for the tour- they told us it would start in like 30 minutes.&nbsp; We decided to wait.&nbsp; About 5 minutes before they asked us &#8220;do you have your tickets?&#8221;&nbsp; tickets&#8230;. what?&nbsp; Ha.. they cost 7 bucks each.&nbsp; So we hightailed it out.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/photo.xanga.com\/jshox\/d8706123328823\/photo.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"border-width:0;\" alt=\"0516071427\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xd8.xanga.com\/706d5a5558731123328823\/z89107121.jpg?w=400\" ><\/a> <\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>Big red.&nbsp; <\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/photo.xanga.com\/jshox\/e67fe123328828\/photo.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"border-width:0;\" alt=\"0516071427a\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xe6.xanga.com\/7fed755045433123328828\/z89107125.jpg?w=400\" ><\/a> <\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>I liked the pillars&#8230; with the Cardinal in it.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>And thats it.&nbsp; I didn&#8217;t go to a job thing in Phoenix for Brandy (that she was so nice and emailed to me) mostly because of 2 things.. the car (not having one)&nbsp;and the distance of the job.&nbsp; I would like to get a job that doesn&#8217;t take me 45 minutes or more to get to.&nbsp; Because with gas costing so much and my pay not being as much as Id like&#8230;. well you do the math.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>So, thats it.&nbsp; I am trying to read the bible again.. I started by reading a section of numbers this week.&nbsp; Where I left off&#8230;. so we shall see how that goes.&nbsp; I haven&#8217;t even finished &#8220;Searching for God Knows What&#8221; mostly due to lack of motivation.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>Yeah.&nbsp; That is all I feel like rambling about right now.&nbsp; Everyone have a great day.&nbsp; By the time I post this, we are already 1 hour into Friday! \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>just Pray<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I don&#8217;t want to complain&#8230; I just have this pit in my stomach and my back is hurting&#8230; &nbsp;I don&#8217;t know why&#8230;.. 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