So it is a little past 3am, and I don’t feel tired.<\/p>\n
I got to hang out with Jay tonight, for the first time.. in………. <\/p>\n
A long long time?<\/p>\n
Months… and it might be that long before we get to hang out again…. hope not.<\/p>\n
How has this week been? Eh.. I’ve had better and also much worse. I spent the bulk of my time studying for tests or preparing for exams. All of which I have taken and do not feel confident on. All of my exam taking skills has went out the door. The thing that bugs me the most.. is that it isn’t hard stuff. I just am not doing well in it.. I mean.. it is basic stuff (to me). So.. that kind of fusterates me.<\/p>\n
I had that 10 page paper, well now it might not be 10 pages because I told the teacher flat out ‘I have ..well to be honest no desire what-so-ever to do it’.. so we are going to try and work out something else? Yeah, time will tell.<\/p>\n
Highlights of my week also included: spending time with Amanda, and some lunches with Dayna.. talking to Jenise.. and studying with Jodel for 20 minutes.<\/p>\n
I have a Concert at TLC in Portland on… Sunday. I am not sure how well it will go. I feel less than confident about the concert.<\/p>\n
Brandy left for the Dominican Republic with her team, be sure to pray for them. The team will return the 5th of November.<\/p>\n
I really don’t know what the future holds….. near or far.<\/p>\n
‘Don’t let me loose my sight of you, don’t let me loose my sight. I don’t wanna fall away from you… Gravity is pullin’ me on down. I don’t wanna fall away from you… gravity is pullin’ me to the ground.’ – Shawn McDonald<\/p>\n
Pray Hard, Seek Harder<\/p>\n
Ciao<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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