{"id":526,"date":"2006-08-01T02:33:00","date_gmt":"2006-08-01T02:33:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jshox.com\/jay\/?p=526"},"modified":"2006-08-01T02:33:00","modified_gmt":"2006-08-01T02:33:00","slug":"526","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jshox.com\/jay\/2006\/08\/01\/526\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Hey Ya&#8217;ll <br \/>More news&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Central came back with my scholarship that I was awarded.<\/p>\n<p>Great news!<\/p>\n<p>Double of what I was given last year.<\/p>\n<p>I thought that was very good news.<\/p>\n<p>Now for the bad news.<\/p>\n<p>It was double of what I had last year, and less than half of what I needed this year to attend Redcliffe.<\/p>\n<p>The door has been shut, and I am left frustrated.  I am left to wonder why I came out to Arizona this summer.  I really don&#8217;t know.  For the internship so I could get a better grip on missions, but look how it has turned out.  Now this?  Is this something I should look at and say &#8216;something bigger will come up&#8217; or maybe look at this and say &#8216;should I continue to pursue missions?&#8217; &#8212; I am at a loss for words.<\/p>\n<p>I am left confused.<\/p>\n<p>Yes, we all have set backs.. but I don&#8217;t consider this a &#8216;set back&#8217;, I consider it something else&#8211; an unwanted blessing of some sort.<\/p>\n<p>My last day in Arizona will be this Saturday.  Then I depart for Oregon&#8230; I will have broke even this week (in my finances) and hopefully the trip back up will keep me at broke and not in debt.<\/p>\n<p>Why so soon?  My brother is having his court date on the 10th of August (the big court date&#8230; the one that decides who gets the kids and all that jazz) &#8230; and I want to be there.<\/p>\n<p>The good news is that whatever college I choose to attend I can use that scholarship for.  But, Redcliffe is out of the picture.  I asked for an answer&#8212; and I got it.<\/p>\n<p>Prayers are much appreciated.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;The proverbs of Solomon son of David, king of Israel: for attaining wisdom and discipline; for understand words of insight; for acquiring a disciplined and prudent life, doing what is right and just and fair; for giving prudence to the simple, knowledge and discretion to the young- let the wise listen and add to their learning, and let the discerning get guidance- for understand proverbs and parables, the sayings and the riddles of the wise.  The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge, but fools despise wisdom and discipline.&#8221;  Proverbs 1:1-7<\/p>\n<p>Update : http:\/\/www.jshox.com\/music.html (great song)<\/p>\n<p>Pray Hard<\/p>\n<p>Ciao<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hey Ya&#8217;ll More news&#8230; Central came back with my scholarship that I was awarded. Great news! Double of what I was given last year. I thought that was very good news. Now for the bad news. It was double of what I had last year, and less than half of what I needed this year&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"_kad_post_classname":"","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-526","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":412,"url":"https:\/\/jshox.com\/jay\/2005\/09\/13\/412\/","url_meta":{"origin":526,"position":0},"title":"A new day. 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