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I texted Tara to see if she was going. She said she was – with some other friends. So we met up and talked for a good 15 or 20 minutes. It was odd, the whole conversation didn’t feel natural–it felt forced… like we didn’t have anything to say.<\/p>\n
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Went and watched the Fireworks with friends. I left JJ a long voicemail early in the day asking him to call me, so we could meet up (he has been busy the past few days) but– he didn’t get back to me and he leaves on the 5th (tomorrow) so I don’t think I will be seeing him before he leaves to Ohio.<\/p>\n
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Tomorrow I am going in to Sears and asking for the morning off. I’m going to tell them its important. I need to go apply for my passports and whatnot – it has to be done.<\/p>\n
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At 11:03 tonight I had an interview with Redcliffe college. It went well, but the after the whole thing I said one thing.<\/p>\n
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Redcliffe… <\/p>\n
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Simply said.. if it is meant to be it will be.<\/p>\n
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Agree?<\/p>\n
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I had been thinking of all these different things. The college is going to pray about it- I am going to pray about it, that if I should go that the finances that I need.. all 4500 of them will come in. If not.. then I will deal with it then. I should know by August 7th (I believe that is the day I find out).<\/p>\n
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So.. feedback.. what does everyone think? I should let it be a God thing, and let it happen yes? Or no?<\/p>\n
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Cut loose… give up your decisions on these matters.. it is when you give up your personal.. choice that you gain the best one. You gain the choice of God, of Christ and His plan within your life.<\/p>\n
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Ugh if I could do that for every single thing in my life… <\/p>\n
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Taking every thought Captive… hmm I’ve heard that before…. *looks at green wristband*<\/p>\n
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“We demolish arguments and every<\/b> pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive<\/b> every<\/b> thought<\/b> to make it obedient to Christ.” 2 Corinthians 10:5 <\/p>\n
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Okay, off my soapbox. Off this page.. and on to bed.<\/p>\n
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“This was to fulfill the word of Isaiah the prophet: ‘Lord, who has believed our message and to whom has the arm of the Lord been revealed?’ For this reason they could not believe, because, as Isaiah says elsewhere: ‘He has blinded their eyes and deadened their hearts, so they can neither see with their eyes, nor understand with their hearts, nor turn–and I would heal them.’ Isaiah said this because he saw Jesus’ glory and spoke about him. yet at the same time many even among the leaders believed in him. but because of the Pharisees they would not confess their faith for fear they would be put of the synagogue.” John 12:38-42<\/p>\n
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Pray Hard, God Bless<\/p>\n
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