I’m tired.<\/p>\n
I typed up my report, and finished it last night at around 9pm.<\/p>\n
Total pages? 14. I hope it’s good enough…<\/p>\n
Ugh. I’m going to complain a little.<\/p>\n
I’m tired… of hearing a friend complain about being pushed out of bed (he eludes to sleeping with women) and the problems that he claims to have with women.<\/p>\n
I’m tired of losing friends.<\/p>\n
I’m tired of hearing people talk about others in a fashion that tears them down.<\/p>\n
I’m tired of people using their disabilities for their advantage.<\/p>\n
I’m tired not being able to do what I set out to do.<\/p>\n
I’m tired of falling short of Godliness.<\/p>\n
I’m tired of being fixated with the predictable other things in life than what really matters.<\/p>\n
I’m tired of sitting and having people stare right through me.<\/p>\n
I’m tired of feeling like I don’t fit in.<\/p>\n
I’m tired of wanting to die because I can’t live like Jesus.<\/p>\n
I’m tired of complaining.<\/p>\n
I’m tired of putting effort into restoring friendships for no reason.<\/p>\n
I’m tired of being home alone on Friday nights.<\/p>\n
I’m tired of feeling like I can’t say what I want to say because people from school read this blog.<\/p>\n
I’m tired of not having anyone.<\/p>\n
I’m spiritually tired of the war that I am in day by day.<\/p>\n
I’m tired of not having the DESIRE to READ the BIBLE.<\/p>\n
I’m sick of not looking forward to the next day.<\/p>\n
I’m sick of getting in fights about locations.<\/p>\n
I’m tired of not having patience with people on the road.<\/p>\n
I’m sick of the way I react to people cutting me off.<\/p>\n
I’m sick of people not really hearing me when I talk.<\/p>\n
I’m fed up with myself.<\/p>\n
*sighs*<\/p>\n
I’m tired of being hungry so I’m going out to eat.<\/p>\n
“Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.” Isaiah 40:30-32<\/p>\n
Renew my strength Lord, and help me soar.<\/p>\n
God Bless, Pray Hard.<\/p>\n
Ciao<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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