One week to the day…<\/p>\n
The last week with Erika has been weird.<\/p>\n
She has been all distant and stuff. Who knows what will happen.<\/p>\n
I doubt anything will happen. I don’t even know if I wish it would.<\/p>\n
She hasn’t sat next to me during the last week of classes. Doesnt text me anymore.. or anything.<\/p>\n
I take it as a hint that she doesn’t want to talk to me anymore.<\/p>\n
On the other hand.. Stacie has done everything but ask me out.<\/p>\n
I can’t be with her.<\/p>\n
I really don’t want to be… \ud83d\ude10<\/p>\n
Thats all for now.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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