Hey<\/p>\n
I asked Erika out.<\/p>\n
I’m being told to ask Stacie out, but I want to date Erika.<\/p>\n
I’m crazy? Possible.<\/p>\n
Thats who I am.<\/p>\n
At least I am going after it right? I could take what is easiest, but I don’t work that way. I can see so many ways, that we could complament each other, and really.. be significant for each other. If she lets.. it happen.<\/p>\n
She held hands with her Ex last weekend. Ugh that was hard to hear. She went to the movies with him and bowling. Maybe I am chasing something I shouldn’t be. She even lied to me. Why would anyone still pursue it?<\/p>\n
A feeling I have inside.<\/p>\n
Thats all I can say.<\/p>\n
Its pretty sad when I watch movies to feel some real emotion.<\/p>\n
Thats all for now. I’m still waiting for a reply if she will date me or not. I hope she does. I doubt it though. She said she doesn’t want to make people mad.. so no. I told her that if she just doesn’t want to date me.. I can take the rejection – but just to be honest about it. If she is only worried about others feelings.. I’ll take the heat for it all.<\/p>\n
Jason<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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