I like Erika. A lot.<\/p>\n
I honestly haven’t liked someone this much in a while.<\/p>\n
I’ve met her parents… I clicked with her dad for the most part.. even though it was small talk – that’s the way to start. I want to meet her best friend. I love finding out about her, everything heh… I am weird.. or whatever.. I don’t care. This one is special.<\/p>\n
My hands floated over her hands tonight.. yes floated because I didn’t want to just make it obvious beyond belief – but I still was almost holding her hand tonight. I liked it a lot, she makes me happy when I’m around her, especially when she is in a good mood.<\/p>\n
She almost gave me a heart attack two days ago (Monday)<\/p>\n
I was in the Emergency Room because she took 20 if not close to twenty pills of aspirin because of her pain in her back. I almost died. I like her, and I don’t want anything bad to happen to her. Not that I wish death upon anyone, because I don’t. But she wouldn’t go. She didn’t want her parents finding out, but I had to force her, as a friend, as a stranger, as someone who cares.<\/p>\n
I still have tons to learn about her.<\/p>\n
She wants to live in a small town with horses and goats. She likes Pepsi, dislikes Fords and city life. She likes and plays basketball… and likes the Yankees.<\/p>\n
I think about her a lot.<\/p>\n
Why am I falling for her?<\/p>\n
She also seeks for God.<\/p>\n
ahh. I don’t know what I’m doing… but I know I would like to date her.<\/p>\n
-Jason<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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