hello<\/p>\n
so its Monday, and when this thing is on private I can really put what I want to on here. It is better that way.. but truth be told I’ll probably unblock these in a week or two (after they are in the history and you must search to see them) because nobody will go look, and the few that do wont notice.<\/p>\n
So I feel frustrated– like a lot.<\/p>\n
If I don’t get the scholarships that I need because of the Comm II class I’m going to be upset. I have nobody to blame but myself. In my Intro to Ministry Class I’m getting an A, same in Choir and then in Life of Christ: Matthew I am getting a B, and a C in psychology (I can’t get anything out of that class no matter how hard I try) and in Comm II, the class I expected at least a B in… I keep getting C’s on my papers. It makes me feel stupid.<\/p>\n
Then I have homework for Life of Christ (a paper that I have to write a paper for) and I (for the life of me) cannot bring myself to do it. I keep…. trying to.. I know my topic and everything.. the whole outline of the paper that I am to write, but I cannot bring myself to do it.<\/p>\n
I don’t know why these past 2 weeks? Yeah, about…- why they’ve been so hard for me to concentrate on anything. I will probably end up forcing myself to do my homework tomorrow night at like 11pm, and then be up until 2 or 3 doing the paper, if not longer.<\/p>\n
I want the summer to be here already. I don’t want to have to deal with my roommates anymore.. I don’t want to. I hate losing contact with Katie, but I think it is best at this point so that she can get to have her new best friend in her life, and be the one for her. I’m one down in friends I’ve held for years, and a few years at that.<\/p>\n
Minor scare here… when I found out that Shalina was going to the hospital. Looks like she’s gunna be okay but she had gotten a concussion from rough-housing with Mark (a friend of hers)<\/p>\n
I’m done here for the night.<\/p>\n
God Bless<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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